Lukas Daken Interview

I was so thrilled that Lukas Daken agreed to the interview that follows. I approached her because she identifies as genderfluid and I  myself was struggling with my pronouns and my initial private conversation with her was about that. But out of that grew this and I couldn't be more excited to share it with all of you. Lukas is the very first genderfuid gay porn stars I'm aware of, there may be others but I'm not aware of them.

PB Breckinridge: So when did you first figure out you were a bit more then just the “average run of the mill bottom”, meaning that you saw yourself a bit differently? 

 Lukas Daken: I suppose forever, but I didn’t understand it at all. I grew up very sheltered from any LGBTQIA+ influences, so I had really no role models at all. I guess in my 20’s I discovered far more and realized I was a total bottom. Towards the end of my 20’s I started to accept that I wasn’t just a regular bottom, that this went deeper than that. Looking back on it I guess I always felt that way but didn’t understand the feelings at all. 

PB: I grew up very sheltered as well, and being 55 years old there were not a lot of role models of people that were around and especially in the media. I knew before my very first sexual experiences, at 18 years old, that I was going to bottom, and when it happened it’s all I’ve ever done sexually. Was there a “trigger point” or something that happened that led to your understanding and realization of yourself? 

 LD: I don’t think there was one specific thing, I never enjoyed when I had to top. One day I just realized that I don’t have to. I had a lot of shame surrounding my sexuality. Sometimes I still do. There are good days and bad days—days where I wish I were just “normal”, whatever normal is. If you add non-conforming gender into the mix… well, it was a minefield. I don’t remember the first time I started using the word pussy for my hole. But it was along time ago. I would shyly, almost jokingly, say it to tops, to see their reaction. It was really unusual back then I think and so few guys were into it. Some were genuinely disgusted; which is bizarre, but also added to the shame I felt. Slowly though I started being more open about it. I knew I wanted to pursue this line and not live my life unfulfilled sexually. 

PB: There have been a few times in my blog where I have written that the very first time I heard the word “pussy” in regards to a “man” was back in March 2020 in a @BigCMen and @DevinFrancoXXX Just For Fans video I stumbled on, on Pornhub. Cory made a comment about Devin’s pussy and the rest, as they say is history. But I’ve had cute nicknames in the three long-term relationships I have had including: kitten, baby girl, and even Mrs. But, like you that first time saying to a top, “fuck my pussy” I was terrified. Also like you I have had my share of mixed responses to my saying that. I’m assuming this was little before the start of your porn career. 

LD: That was indeed. 

PB: If I may what led to you doing porn? 

LD: Boredom mostly! I wanted to try it. I probably craved some validation also, but really I just thought it would be exciting! 

PB: I certainly would have given the chance back in my day too. Do you think there is real market I in gay porn for content…that is already being made for Just For Fans/Only Fans or other non-industry venues…where the term “pussy: or the like is used. Alessio Vega is one that comes to mind, but even he within the industry stuff he has done shies away from using the term like his non-industry stuff. If so do you think there is a reason behind it? 

LD: I don’t know. I think potentially there is a market. But in the end porn studios are businesses and it might not be the best business model if it doesn’t a to appeal to a super wide audience. In the gay community there can be backlash or distaste for certain feminine things. We still with masc4masc syndrome to a certain extent I think, even though it’s changing slowly. 

PB: I do think it is very slowly changing, and there are people leading the way. I’ve noticed it more in the last two years, and maybe just “need woke” to see this is a thing with real potential if a “nobody” like me can go from 2,000 followers to over 20,000 in two years time before my first suspension. I think there is a real market for it. My followers are really into it and I’m beyond grateful for it. You mentioned in your previous answer that in your private life about being more open saying in the heat of the moment about being pussy. Do you find more guys are into it now? What is your reasoning why? 

LD: I think more guys are into it now. There’s less shame involved. People are dressing more fem. Social media has led the way slightly. People are making it “cooler”- we are no longer hiding in the shadows pretending we are all masculine. I still present pretty masculine because of decades of pretending, but I’m o longer afraid to BE feminine. It took some people with big followings to lead the way. People are less afraid of enjoying it; and why not? Femininity is amazing, who ever it’s presented in. Femininity is beautiful, strong, powerful—the opposite side of the same coin as masculinity. It SHOULD be celebrated just as much. You have/had 20,000 followers or elsewhere? 

PB: I’ve to agree with you here on this, as it’s why I started tweeting the way I did two years ago, as I saw so little and then there was this whole “shame” side I completely disagreed with, as well as “being less than” side that I am completely against. We are just very different, and in my opinion, and we do it in such a great way. At one point I did have 20,000 followers on Twitter, but Twitter (the company) decided to suspend me with no real reasoning behind it. It’s why my tweets as so misspelled. I think for me is that I don’t see myself as a MAN, male maybe. There are certain things I will NEVER tweet; and shaming or degrading bottoms is one of them. Without us, there is no real for tops, but without tops there is no real use for us either. 

LD: Absolutely. They (Twitter) suspended you for what? 

PB: Oh lord, some convoluted “misgendering” charge; which the vaguely implied as I allegedly called bottoms “her, she and girls”, calling, it pussy, cunt…blah, blah, blah. 

LD: Fucking hell. It makes me worried for my account, TBH. 

 PB: I think it’s just Twitter’s excuse for cracking down on gay content creators, as a whole, to be honest with you and especially those accounts that are SO m/m sex positive, which we both are! That’s what led to this interview, in all honesty, because you were/are the very first in your field using pronouns in your bio that identifies you as she/her; and now because of a previous and private conversation between you and I. 

 LD: I get paranoid about my account being removed TBH. It’s tricky. 

 PB: Do you think seeing yourself as “pussy” versus being seen a feminine/girly as two separate things, or as two similar things? I ask as there is this whole “kink notion” to both of these ideas. It’s not however that idea fully either. For example: “I’m wanting to be trans… which is a whole different topic IMO for somebody other than me. But I do identify in a big way being seen and identifying as a pussyboy, if that makes any sense and I’m sure it does to you. I still get paranoid about being suspended and it’s why I deeply wish more people would follow my blog. 

 LD: Yes of course. Well I think it’s different, yes. I don’t think we are experiencing gender dysphoria , although I can’t speak for everyone. We are just experiencing a different gender experience to other males. 

 PB: That’s it exactly! 

 LD: But it’s unique to everyone. I can’t speak for others as everyone’s experience is different. It’s important to remember that I think. 

 

PB: I know for me it isn’t dysphoria. I think all we can do is speak from our own experiences, in an honest way and if we are lucky other’s will learn and grow from it. 

 LD: Absolutely. Giving an honest open voice to our experience can open the way for others to be comfortable with their own (experience). I hope. 

 PB: I feel it is. It’s why I do what I do with the tweets and my blog. Did your embracing your feminine side come after you embracing this idea of having a pussy? 

 LD: Yes, I think so. The pussy came first, so to speak. 

 PB: Could you expand that a little; because not every bottom is pussy IMO. 

 LD: No, you’re right. I started to feel that my hole was a pussy. I felt it every time I got fucked. I stopped wanting to cum. It was then that I realized my role was more female than male. 

 PB: I wish I had known that there were others like me and that the language was there, the thinking was there for me for decades. The not wanting to cum, about n=being passive and submissive. For me, years ago, it wasn’t even about the other person who was topping me; it was just the fact that they wanted to have sex with me, and move unto the next person they were fucking. It’s been since March 2020 that the thinking and understanding of what you’re talking about. Once the term pussyboy became part of my vocabulary, everything else clicked and it’s evolved so quickly. I’ve known my role is more feminine for nearly 40 years of having m/m sex, but NOW it’s understanding why that is.

 LD: Did I help at all? 

 PB: You have helped tremendously, and I think my readers are going to enjoy and appreciate the insight. As we both know and when I first approached you, before this interview, because your Twitter bio had listed your pronouns as she/her. You’re the first person who has done what you did. Was that because of everything we’ve talked about…that led you to do that? And do you think your decision to do so had any effect on your work? 

LD: Yeah it was. I think that my porn has gone in a slightly different direction now. I’m somewhere between mainstream and niche.

PB: That’s a good thing, isn’t it?

LD: Sure! I mean it’s a tricky line to balance on, but I’m enjoying it. 

 PB: I’ve only seen very brief video clips you post on your Twitter. So I’m curious, do you say “fuck my pussy” or other pussy talk in your porn? Is that the niche? The other thing I’m noticing in gay porn is chastity-devices, more independent y, but at least it’s there. Is this what you’re talking about, or maybe both? 

 LD: Both yes. Lingerie, chastity and pussy talk. (But) I’m not super verbal in sex, but yes being open about pussy. 

 PB: WOOF!!!!!! All of those things are of course on my list of huge turn-ons. 

 LD: That’s what I’m focusing on now, at least in my own porn. 

 PB: So, Only Fans/Just For Fans or somewhere else? As there was that attempted “porn purge” awhile back on Just For Fans, I believe it was. 

 LD: Only Fans, there was. Yes. But, yes on my fan sites and Pornhub. PB: On Pornhub, just type in your name or do you have your own page on there? I haven’t been there that much since the company

dumped so many videos. LD: I have my own page, yes; but you’ll also see studio work. 

 PB: Great. Do you think studios are becoming more receptive to the type of you and others are doing in regards to pussyboys? 

 LD: That’s a great question. I really don’t know. The pandemic meant I couldn’t for studios for over two years, and it’s in this time that I’ve gone my own direction! I’d be very interested to find if there any studios who are my kind of style tough. 

 PB: It would be interesting because most of the “pussy video”, lets call them, are independent. But the HUGE thing I’ve noticed here recently… in most mainstream gay porn is that the bottoms are not getting erect at all. They’re not touching themselves, and it’s as if there is a nod to this whole “pussy idea”, or at least a submissive side that it’s all about the tops pleasure. On that note, do you think “kink” or what could be called “BDSM” play have any bearing on your thinking bout yourself, or is it two separate things? I’m curious as I’ve not seen anyone really ask this question before. 

 LD: I have the idea to do my own studio actually. So don’t give anyone (studios) the idea. 

PB: I think you having your own studio and creating the type of content you ar doing could be HUGE! 

LD: I hope so. I’m starting with just me, but then expanding. 

PB: I think it’s a great idea.

LD: Thank you. I feel like I can reach an audience of people who will love it.

PB: Girls like us would come in droves!!!! There is I feel a HUGE untapped market. It’s why I’m wanting to include the theme of “being Daddy’s good girl” in the sequel to the book I helped co-author, “Size Kings”, but don’t tell anybody ! 

LD: Nice. How successful was your book? 

PB: I’m not sure as I’m having an issue getting the royalties, as I had to get a new bankcard awhile back. But the only other books are that similar to mine are about a fem Dom boi in “The Orchid and the Lion” by @GHargraveWrites 

 LD: Ah, ok cool. Cool that you wrote that one. 

 PB: I hope it did/does well. 

 LD: Fingers crossed. 

PB: “Size Kings”, I co-wrote with @P_Boi93. It’s about a pussyboi named Luke whose from Texas attending college out of state so he can be himself. However, the first book I ever read about a pussyboy was “Domingo’s Putita” by @Shadows1JM ; which is incredible! Can we cross pussies for good luck that “Size Kings” does well? . I would really it too as it my love letter to people like us. What are your feelings about hierarchy playing into this idea of pussyboys and submissive bottoms? Even if this whole idea is left unspoken by portions of “gay society”. 

 LD: I think that we should be careful to suggest that being feminine somehow means being submissive. I don’t consider my self a submissive just because I play the female role. Not all women are submissive, either, are they? Cock doesn’t equal bigger and better. 

 PB: I wasn’t suggesting that being feminine or a woman was submissive. There are many powerful women, some much more than some men. I do think though there are people who confuse the two, or blur the two; or even fetishize the two. That’s why I was asking the question. It’s also why I don’t tweet or write in the blog that as feminine bottoms that we are less than, or weak, or pathetic, or worthless, or trash or anything that is degrading in anyway. That will NEVER be my thing, as I think that for those of us that takes TRUE power in claiming who we are--- whatever that maybe, and I think that for those of us that take on a more feminine thinking as “males” I think it takes tremendous courage and hutzpah, because society at large treats us and sees us the way they do. 

 LD: Absolutely. Bottom shaming should be a thing of the past. It takes a lot of courage to accept ourselves. PB: Exactly, and that was one reason I starting tweeting the way I did two years ago; to celebrate and empower those of us who do bottom. You can’t have one without the other. LD: Absolutely. And often the work we put in is much greater.

PB: That’s true. A good hard deep rutting is not for the faint of heart . It’s why I tweet every now and then that good bois/gurls do their daily pussy training with their favorite dildo. 

 LD: Ha ha, exactly. Work those muscles

Interview with: @abayoujock of Twitter

I want to explain a little what led to this interview, if I may. @ABayou is on Twitter and as I follower I LOVE his content big time, and the biggest reason I do is he, like myself, is in his fifties does chastity and is a bottom. @ABayou is more fit than I am at this moment, as I have a small tummy, but he is what I aspire to be. He breaks the "glass ceiling" that we as the LGBATQIA+ community have with aging, ageism and the celebratory nature we have with youth and the Peter Pan syndrome. Besides, he is in my opinion scorching hot. The interview was done back in June and unfortunately things here for me took a turn as my husband of 18 years health took a dramatic turn for the worse even though we had been in hospice since October 2020. It was round the clock care all of July 2021 until he died July 29th. Grief and life after that lose somehow passed and this interview sat on the back burner.

For that I am deeply sorry to @ABayou and my readers here, as well as to my Twitter followers. I know this blog has suffered since July of 2021 but I'm slowly getting back to a mindset to work on this more so, as I feel it is SO important to have these conversations.

PB: I was wondering if you would be interested in doing an interview for my blog?

ABayou: I'm a 53 yr old exhibitionist. Comment or retweet, but I’m partnered, and I’m not looking for sex, meeting anyone, hookups, trading pics, etc. Namaste. 

To see @ABayou in action click here

https://twitter.com/abayoujock/status/1446265844393254917

PB: The blog is written by me a pussyboy and like you I'm in my 50's. I turn 55 in November. Part of what I'd like to talk about in the interview if you say yes is agesim, how bois can be any age, what led you to do what you do on Twitter and why? I was wondering if you would consider a DM interview for my blog. The focus of which is being on chastity and being an older pussyboy. 

ABayou: I’m intrigued, but I’m doubtful I could contribute much. I’m kinda not absolutely sure why I do this or what necessarily led me to do it. In my everyday life I’m quiet, reserved and introspective. I’m partnered, and my partner doesn’t really know I do this or at least to this extent. That’s bad I know. Anyway, what to you think? 

It could be an interesting talk, you might not know why you do chastity, I'm on the verge of doing it myself; but you certainly bring to the conversation of why you serve, how that may or may not vary with the situation your in if your even comfortable talking about it. I was just drawn to you, honestly, because I REALLY like what I saw and that you were doing what you did with such a positive spin on it, especially when this conversation is so youth driven. 

I get it. I’m not sure how this would work. I don’t always know when I can respond to messages.

PB: I love your pictures so very much.

ABayou: Thank you.

PB: Anytime. So we could do the interview whenever you are online. I just one over a couple of days at their convenience. My first question is what drew you to chastity?

ABayou: I've always been aroused by humiliation fantasies, and for me being caged in a small cock cage is humiliating. Also I tend to edge a lot which I believe was excessive, and now I'm unable to do that. At least I can't stroke my hard dick all the time.

PB: So instead of excessive masturbation do you find that o are using your "pussy" more, or do you even use that term. I know some that do and others who do not.

ABayou: I don't use that (term), but I am trying to focus more there.

PB: So as far as terms go, do you then just use the standard "Hole" instead? DO you find that wearing chastity "helps" you focus more there?

ABayou: I think I prefer "hole", and yes it does I think.

PB:  Has the excessive masturbation been replaced by "excessive" dildo use or are you still working up to that <giggle>? Inquiring  minds you know.

Abayou: I'm working up to that I would say. I've certainly have done more than at other times in the past.

PB: Do you have a n end goal you want to reach when it comes to dildo use, or is that something you've even thought about?

ABayou: I want my hole stretched so that I feel more comfortable with a dick going in. Haha. I'm too tight right now. Maybe a fist. Haha.

PB: I've noticed in some of your pictures you do wear a plug. Do you think it helps? And iis it fair size? Once again inquiring minds want to know these things. But I can relate to wanting to be stretched out. I bought awhile back the Fort Troff Ass Grommet set. I've worn the meduim sized one over night as I've slept with it in a few times.

ABayou: The plugs I've been wearing aren't large in my opinion, and so far I've only wore then as long as four hours or so. I do think it helps.

PB: Are you wanting to increase the size of them?

ABayou: Not particularly. I don't want to insanely large. My partners dick isn't that big that I would need to.

PB: I didn't want. to imply insanely large, but bigger. I guess it comes from this place from seeing original content makers (Twitter & porn sites) who grow or stretch their holes bigger.

ABayou: But he may want to try fisting so there is that.

PB: Are you open to fisting? No pun intended.

ABayou: I think so, but like. I said it will take work to get there. Haha.

PB: I ask this as this year I've seriously taken steps to try to be fisted (as the bottom), although I've fisted as the "top" for decades. The work though to taking a fist is half the fun though.

ABayou: I imagine so.

PB: Do you find that. a lot of gay porn comes across as ageist, and if so how do we fix that? 

Abayou: I honestly don't watch porn, and I never have. I thought there was all kinds of porn. Daddies and all.

PB: Do you feel the same way when it comes to views on bottoms (which can be so negative at times)? That there may be just a point where it is or doesn't happen anymore.

ABayou: I think so. In theory we should be getting more enlightened, I would hope. Being a bottom shouldn't be considered less than a top. There all kinds of tops and bottoms out there.

PB: That's very true; last year during the height of isolation for me was very eye opening. The term pussyboy, having/producing boypussy orgasms, and producing this "pussy liquid/froth with dildo use. It was a huge turning point for me, but I wish I had known about this years before.

ABayou: Good deal.

PB:Do you think that most gay men only think of pussyboys as younger guys, then guys like us (who happen. to be older) and if so how do we change that?

ABayou: Just keep putting ourselves out there. I don't know if pussyboys are only thought of as young. It's not like as you get older you become more of a top or something. Haha. Or less of a pussyboy bottom bitch.

PB: I find the older I get the more of a pussyboy bottom bitch I become. I believe you said at one point in a tweet that your hubby doesn't know "everything your doing/or involved in." Can you explain better, if your comfortable doing so, why this is?

ABayou: I just don't know how to communicate this (to him). He doesn't know I tweet all of this. I'm not sure how he would react.

PB: Wow! Is it fear he won't understand?

ABayou: Yes. He does have an inkling of it.

PB: You read my mind.

ABayou: I feel like it is such a of me. I guess compulsive though too.

PB: Are you a bit surprised so many love your content so much?

ABayou: Yes, for sure! I'm happy people get enjoyment from it. I'm sorry I really can't do some things because of personal situation.

PB: I do understand that, and your privacy. The struggle is very real, and it's where I am too with someone who would NEVER get any of it.

        NOTE: This interview was done in June when my husband of eighteen years was still alive. Sadly he died July 29, 2021. I now know he understood a lot more then I thought he did. A lot more actually, and that may or may not end up as a seperate blog post at some point.

ABayou: I worry he'll find out about it, and be embarrassed about it. Like his friends seeing me doing that stuff.

PB: That could be very rough, and especially if it's used against you. So how do you handle or cope with these feelings?

ABayou: I try not to think abut it,  haha. That's helpful, right? I used to suffer from social phobia. It occurred in my late teens and through my twenties. I would never leave my bedroom, and I suffered from depression too, as a result. I slowly pulled myself out of that hole, and I think my internet exhibitionism was part of that.

PB: I bet it was. That's how I was during COVID-19 isolation/lockdown for four months, of never leaving my bedroom let alone the house. Mentally I was in a very horrible place as well.

ABayou: I think that experience in my past prepared me for the pandemic lockdown. I didn't mind it, of course I had my partner here.

PB: I did too, but lockdown compounded our differences and our fights.

        NOTE: Looking back at that time now (that being October 2021) the majority of our fights were over stupid stuff, like a lot of couples fight about. Ours was compounded as I noticed my hubby's health even then getting slowly worse. It was very hard to watch, let alone deal with and I think that added to the stress and made things the way they were.

ABayou: Oh. Not good. Sorry.

PB: Thank you. Does your hubby know about the lace panties?

ABayou: I don't know to be honest.

PB: If he does know is he the type not to say anything?

ABayou: Right.

PB: Mine doesn't know I have lace panties, and he would probably hate it. Mine are assless though <lol>. He'd also HATE that I call my hole a pussy too, to be honest with you.

ABayou: Haha, I get it.

I want to take the time and that @ABayou for his time and for letting ME pick the photos from his feed to use for this interview. I also want to apologize to him for the delay in getting this posted, but I'm hopeful he'll understand. I hope you all gained something from this as well. 

Pussyboi's appreciation post!

Honestly more of you eager pussyboi's should be wearing things like this. Just own it and yourselves. Be the fem boi, that you know you are, embrace it, celebrate it! Wear lace panties, and... lingerie. It makes you pretty, prissy and fem as fuck, and MEN love to fuck pretty, prissy, fem bois who know that they have a pussy. Keep yourself smooth. Dress like the pretty little pussy bitches we are. I promise it won't make Daddy's think you’re “less of a man” because that’s impossible; simply because while you might be male--- or identify that way-- deep down we both know that isn't necessarily true. When we’re slobbering on our cock---moaning, drooling, gagging---taking his big dick up our hungry pussies every chance we get; I promise Daddy doesn’t think of you like a man. Be HIS good girl, dress like it, act like and even put yourself in chastity.

If you read this blog, and I hope you do, you know I'm a HUGE fan of emasculation and I do my best to do it to myself as much as I can; and again if you've read this blog at length then you've hopefully read my thoughts on #thirdgenderpussy--- see that post to read in depth as that is how I identify. That being a pussyboy is in itself a gender, if you will. Neither male per say nor female per say but something uniquely us and uniquely fem. Of course not all pussyboy's are fem, and I'm not necessarily pushing for that, it just happens to work for me that I see myself as a big girly-boi comfortable in his gender identity as such.

The purpose of this blog at one point before two Twitter suspensions was to answer readers questions, do interviews, and I've even promoted a book on here. I hope that what you find here is encouraging, empowering, and even sexy. Here is where you will see the memes, that I feel were part of my suspensions.

The bottom in this photo is @glitterybttm Declan Blake who if you watch his posted videos says "pussy" a lot so check him out.

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Interview: Achilles & Patroclus/@APatroclus on Twitter

@APatroclus was a lil concerned with his grammar and spelling when I approached him, but personally that is part of his charm and wit. 

My first question is you talk about the marines in your tweets are you active duty, reserves, or is there something else I'm not aware of as I've never been in the military?

I'm active duty... 10 years in the Marine Corps...enlisted.

It seems from your tweets that being a Marine plays a big part into your sex life, or how you view your sex life. If that's correct, how does that impact it, or make it different? Will that idea still be relevant when you leave the Marines?

yeah yer def right...Marines is a brotherhood of warriors... we're body proud... proud of our cocks & how many chicks we fuck... there's a lot of homo sex kinda 'built in' to being a Marine... like we don't being naked around each other or jacking off...when we deploy we'll jack each other off sometimes or even give each other blow jobs... some of us are really into assfucking... andit's just part of the warrior brotherhood to show yet dominance over another dude by fucking yer in his ass and making him like it, like even pop a fuckin boner and cum from u fucking him... and we like being dominated like that by a bro... that's why its almost  like a joke that Marines like getting fuckd... but its gotta be by a real man not some faggoty type dude.

Based on that last part of your comment about "faggoty type dudes" do you think getting rid of the "Don't ask, Don't tell" policy changed how the Marines are? Or possibly how these type of guys, which I am the "faggoty" type are seen?

Yeah i think it changed it... was hotter when u had to sneak around... everybody knowed about it... knew who the cocksuckers were... who liked fucking dudes... all that... now its like less masculin' somehow... like they ain't even gotta pretend they in 2 chicks or nothing... was hotter when we'd fukin' go out & flirt maybe fuck sum chicks then go back 2gether & fuck each other.

Your tweets seem to reflect what you just said here. Som my question is do you see yourself as more bisexual than gay? I know it's not such an usual thing in some circles, but in others, I think there is still this attitude of pick a side? Or do you see that as a non-issue?

I don't really like them labels but yeah, def bi. U like pussy and I like cock. To me it's just bein' fuckin' Man.. usin' my cock on whoever the fuck turns me on. And with hot duded I like getting cock in my pussy too. And yea I feel like I ain't gotta 'pick a side' cuz I ain't into bein' sum fuckin' community or whatever. I like fuckin', figthing, and workin' out... and generally raisin' hell <haha>... Turns off a lot of Marines who like homofuckin' to say yet gat cuz we don't wanna be aprt of sum political shit or wtf... Just wanna fuck and have fun u know. Hope I ain't pissin' u off bro. Got sum typos in there hahaha.. u probly can figure em out tho...yer smarter than me 4 sure.

Oh, you aren't pissing me off at all. Everybody has a very unique journey that them, then you know, thank god we all aren't the same, you know. How fucking boring would that be? I asked for the interview because I love the tweets you send out, and the biggest reason being is you are among one of the most masculine guys around who call your asshole, pussy. Which brings me to my next question. How did that realization, if you will, that you have a 'pussy' come about?

Thanks man! thats awesome... about being unique and all.. and glad u like my tweets. Well for me it started cuz my daddy, I mean my my real daddy Jake.. he was fucked when he was a kid, like 11 or 12.

Your father was fucked at 11 or 12?

Anyway, he liked it... so did his 1/2 brother my uncle Randy.. he got fucked too by the same step dad but was even younger... I think thats when the started talkin' 'bout their fuck hole as their pussy.

That had to been years ago right?

So when i started gettin' horny as a young duded, like 11 or so... Jake was the 1st on to fuck me... told me he was gonna give me a man's pussy... said thats how dudes talk & i should get used to it.. just be real open 'bout wut i wanted and all that... lie dont say 'lets go to bed' or shit like that but 'i want yer cock... or i wanna get fucked in my pussy'... and since he talked that way 'bout himself me and Troy was the same way... besides i mean it feels real good getting cock in yer ass & makes u cum, so its kinda like a pussy on a man.

Well... I'm 28 and Jake was 13 when he knocked our mama up with us... so yeah, it's been a few years.

This is a great story angle here because it's the very masculine side of being pussy versus this very feminine or sissy side--- which can be just as nice, if that's your thing-- but the "butch" side is seems it is so rarely seen.

i guess... i seen it a lot in the Marine Corps... ev'ry swingin' dick around here is alpha as fuck when we're in public or whaev'r... but just 2 or 3 of us alone wantin' to fuck or get fucked, we just say it like it was normal, 'good fucking pussy bro' and shit like that.

So more of a compliment or attitude than a frame of mind right? Not necessarily, possibly, being a pussyboi. Or is that wrong?

yeah, it ain't a insult or nothin'... just like, if the dude is hot, u wanna fuck his hole... so its pusst.. means you wanna fuck him... dont mean he like a girl or nothin'... just hot to fuck.

I love this attitude, because for some being a pussyboi is that we view our pussied as our only true sex organ, & I'm sure you are aware of that too. Then there is this whole set of us that get off on chastity cages, or say wearing lingerie, or see ourselves as girlboi's and to hear you say that wanting to fuck a guys hole makes his hole pussy is something I've felt for awhile now. If you're getting fucked, admit it or not you're being HIS pussy.

fuckin' A!! Xactly... Marines is real good at syin' things like they are... i don't  get in2 chastity or like not havin' a dick, fuck no! we all love cock, 'specialy our own & wanna use it, get off & all that shit... wanna fuck a dude cuz he's a man, i want him 2 have a ock i can play with or suck but i also wanna fuck him in his pussy & get my own dick off too... i think thats why men is made they way they are, feel that pleazure in our pussy & cock both.

There's this whole denial of pussyboi's not allowed to see or use our cocks, to focus on being a true submissive and fully focus on being pussy for MEN. Dominates like you, to fuck our cunts stupid. Add to this, this idea of calling our cocks...clits. I get off on all of that, as a pussyboy. I love being railed up the pussy and just having my dick flop about. If the top/Dom?Daddy wants to touch my dick he can, as in that moment I'm his. 

What do you think about this side of the more submissive or even, some might term is. faggy side of bottom guys?

No offense, about fag and faggy... just the way we talk.

But yeah, i ain't too good not to fuck a faggy boy... done that with sum Sailors & even sum Marines... in the air wing tho not the infantry hahaha... i mean its good pussy & its fun to get rough on a dude who gets off on it... but mainly with them type of duded i just wanna get my cock off, not as in2 the bitch as i would be if he was a dude like me.

Oh no offense taken at all. Being a 'fag', or at least sexually speaking is a whole other mind set. I'm approaching 55, and in my 20's so many of us reclaimed those words, and in power; and especially with activist groups like Queer Nation and ACT UP.

You might be surprised by the things I call myself Daddy Achilles <giggle>.

hahaha maybe... i done heard a lot tho.. even tho i'm only 28.

You might even know some I don't. <lol>

What I find so encouraging is your generation doesn't seem to have as many hangups as mine did, and in many ways things are far easier; like coming out, the internet for looking up gay content, gay hook up apps and the like.

yeah... i don't know 2 many dudes with hang ups... its like if it feels good go with it... got a lot of Marines to try to getting fuck'd for the 1st time... showed em how to get ready like I was taught by Jake... took it slow made sure they cum... helps havin' a good lookin' face & jack'e body... at least i'm told i'm good lookin'.

I'm sure you're VERY good looking, besides the uniform helps too. Who in their right ever loving mind can resist a man in uniform. Lord knows I NEVER could. I was/am my own personal USO providing pussy for every damn branch including the Coast Guard <lol>.

But I'm sure guys like you like bois like me.

fuck thanks man!! fuck, i'd have u swingin' off my cock if u was here... I like doin' this intervu with u ... its fun.

Oh I'd definitely be swinging off it, for damn sure. Could we talk a lil about Twitter, the company and censorship? I saw your feed three Twitter ID's ago. As I've been suspended twice now fro tweeting about being pussy for men. Is this partially why you misspell and censor yourself?

Yeah. I've been suspended three times for using cunt in replies and shit. It's all bots doin' the censoring so I gotta be careful it don't like I'm callin' somebody a cunt or a pussy. Plus I can't spell for shit. hahha.

Maybe that's part of the appeal too, this himbo thinking you know. The only time Twitter sent an email that made ANY sense at all was that I was misgndering people. Which I took as calling bois pussy <lol>. 

Here's the funny thing though, even Adam4Adam took it on themselves to censor the word 'pussyboi' in my bio <lol>.

So fuckin' uptight about way dudes really talk! Fuck! Only thing I don't like about Twatter.

Me too, I hate it at times. And the one place we can talk the way we do was bdsmlr, but now you can't see what you're following unless you book marked the page.

So what lead you to create your "boypussy" videos?

I like to fuck with loud music blastin' and did that once when I watchin' some porn. Thought it was hot and figured out how to use movie maker and just been  having fun.

I love your videos so very much, and I think there is a real niche for them. It seems so few in gay porn will say things like , "fuck my pussy". Besides I love a GREAT top that fucks to the rhythm  of porn or music.

Fuck yeah!! Thanks bro! That makes me feel real good. Love that. Gonna keep makin' 'em. Appreciate you.

My next question is Troy-boy; is he your real brother, your marine 'brother', or is he a 'created family' type of brother that so may of us do in the gay community?

no, me and Troy is fraternal twins, same mama, same daddy. Just so u know... I'm runnin' outa time here... will. be packing in a couple of hours & then gone for a couple of three weeks.

Ok. Thank you so very much for your time. I appreciate it so much. Safe travels my friend, hopefully you get some boypussy while your gone.

I really want to take the time and deeply thank @APatroclus for his time over the course of a couple of days to do this interview. Words can not begin to express how very much it means to me. I hope all of you enjoyed this interview and if you are not following @Apatroclus, what are you waiting for?!