A Top's Point of View

This is what happens with unwilling men I ass fuck them. It doesn’t matter if they’re straight, gay, bi or on the down low. They’re resistant to the idea of being fucked & bred by a stranger. 

With some force, total domination and control they submit to be ass fucked and 98% without a condom. About five minutes into the fuck. Once their assholes are busted open, and loosened up to accommodate my big dick they are happy and welcoming... as they call it now that they are enjoying it... pussies accepts my big dick. Just that quick. They turn total big dick loving pussygurl bitch power bottoms, totally enjoying my dick and rut. 

If their now totally owned, big cock hungry, loving pussies could talk, they’ve be saying: Damn that feels good Daddy, I’m feeling erotic thrills, breathtaking, exciting, exhilarating, hair-raising, heart-stopping, intoxicating, mind-blowing, mind-boggling, thrilling, tantalizing, pussy sensations throughout my entire big dick loving, bitch body. Please don’t stop Daddy, don’t ever stop fucking my big dick hungry pussy. My pussy needs your big dick, like my lungs need air to breathe. 

Said another now totally owned cunted pussygurl. Dick rule, pussies happily get used. 

Vintage Meme's

So over two years ago, and three Twitter accounts ago most of the memes I post were made and posted to Twitter. I think that is partially what got me suspended in my opinion; although Twitter was VERY vague about the real reason. I think part of it was that I was trying to spin a positive light about a submissive pussyboy when few people did it. One of my accusations against me by Twitter was the potential that I was "misgendering people" again a very vague response to something we do frequently in our community when we say, "hey gurl, how you doing" ala Wendy Williams. I'm sorry here, and try not to get offended when I say this but, if you're getting fucked up the ass by a guy

1. your being his pussy

2. by being his pussy to a degree your his girl

Even if you never see it that way I do.

One of the other reason I ended up in Twitter jail, before suspension was picture infringement, another vague answer. Personally I think maybe some of these gay porn starts took offense, even when they weren't tagged as being called pussyboys, again if your entire career is you getting fucked you're being his pussy... sorry boo boo. So I went on a spree of using only images prior to 1969 that I found on the net... where I find all my pics besides newtumbler, mewe, and bdsmlr.

These posted here are a few of the memes from that time frame, and like all the memes I post here, unless stated otherwise I've created....

 

Interview with: @abayoujock of Twitter

I want to explain a little what led to this interview, if I may. @ABayou is on Twitter and as I follower I LOVE his content big time, and the biggest reason I do is he, like myself, is in his fifties does chastity and is a bottom. @ABayou is more fit than I am at this moment, as I have a small tummy, but he is what I aspire to be. He breaks the "glass ceiling" that we as the LGBATQIA+ community have with aging, ageism and the celebratory nature we have with youth and the Peter Pan syndrome. Besides, he is in my opinion scorching hot. The interview was done back in June and unfortunately things here for me took a turn as my husband of 18 years health took a dramatic turn for the worse even though we had been in hospice since October 2020. It was round the clock care all of July 2021 until he died July 29th. Grief and life after that lose somehow passed and this interview sat on the back burner.

For that I am deeply sorry to @ABayou and my readers here, as well as to my Twitter followers. I know this blog has suffered since July of 2021 but I'm slowly getting back to a mindset to work on this more so, as I feel it is SO important to have these conversations.

PB: I was wondering if you would be interested in doing an interview for my blog?

ABayou: I'm a 53 yr old exhibitionist. Comment or retweet, but I’m partnered, and I’m not looking for sex, meeting anyone, hookups, trading pics, etc. Namaste. 

To see @ABayou in action click here

https://twitter.com/abayoujock/status/1446265844393254917

PB: The blog is written by me a pussyboy and like you I'm in my 50's. I turn 55 in November. Part of what I'd like to talk about in the interview if you say yes is agesim, how bois can be any age, what led you to do what you do on Twitter and why? I was wondering if you would consider a DM interview for my blog. The focus of which is being on chastity and being an older pussyboy. 

ABayou: I’m intrigued, but I’m doubtful I could contribute much. I’m kinda not absolutely sure why I do this or what necessarily led me to do it. In my everyday life I’m quiet, reserved and introspective. I’m partnered, and my partner doesn’t really know I do this or at least to this extent. That’s bad I know. Anyway, what to you think? 

It could be an interesting talk, you might not know why you do chastity, I'm on the verge of doing it myself; but you certainly bring to the conversation of why you serve, how that may or may not vary with the situation your in if your even comfortable talking about it. I was just drawn to you, honestly, because I REALLY like what I saw and that you were doing what you did with such a positive spin on it, especially when this conversation is so youth driven. 

I get it. I’m not sure how this would work. I don’t always know when I can respond to messages.

PB: I love your pictures so very much.

ABayou: Thank you.

PB: Anytime. So we could do the interview whenever you are online. I just one over a couple of days at their convenience. My first question is what drew you to chastity?

ABayou: I've always been aroused by humiliation fantasies, and for me being caged in a small cock cage is humiliating. Also I tend to edge a lot which I believe was excessive, and now I'm unable to do that. At least I can't stroke my hard dick all the time.

PB: So instead of excessive masturbation do you find that o are using your "pussy" more, or do you even use that term. I know some that do and others who do not.

ABayou: I don't use that (term), but I am trying to focus more there.

PB: So as far as terms go, do you then just use the standard "Hole" instead? DO you find that wearing chastity "helps" you focus more there?

ABayou: I think I prefer "hole", and yes it does I think.

PB:  Has the excessive masturbation been replaced by "excessive" dildo use or are you still working up to that <giggle>? Inquiring  minds you know.

Abayou: I'm working up to that I would say. I've certainly have done more than at other times in the past.

PB: Do you have a n end goal you want to reach when it comes to dildo use, or is that something you've even thought about?

ABayou: I want my hole stretched so that I feel more comfortable with a dick going in. Haha. I'm too tight right now. Maybe a fist. Haha.

PB: I've noticed in some of your pictures you do wear a plug. Do you think it helps? And iis it fair size? Once again inquiring minds want to know these things. But I can relate to wanting to be stretched out. I bought awhile back the Fort Troff Ass Grommet set. I've worn the meduim sized one over night as I've slept with it in a few times.

ABayou: The plugs I've been wearing aren't large in my opinion, and so far I've only wore then as long as four hours or so. I do think it helps.

PB: Are you wanting to increase the size of them?

ABayou: Not particularly. I don't want to insanely large. My partners dick isn't that big that I would need to.

PB: I didn't want. to imply insanely large, but bigger. I guess it comes from this place from seeing original content makers (Twitter & porn sites) who grow or stretch their holes bigger.

ABayou: But he may want to try fisting so there is that.

PB: Are you open to fisting? No pun intended.

ABayou: I think so, but like. I said it will take work to get there. Haha.

PB: I ask this as this year I've seriously taken steps to try to be fisted (as the bottom), although I've fisted as the "top" for decades. The work though to taking a fist is half the fun though.

ABayou: I imagine so.

PB: Do you find that. a lot of gay porn comes across as ageist, and if so how do we fix that? 

Abayou: I honestly don't watch porn, and I never have. I thought there was all kinds of porn. Daddies and all.

PB: Do you feel the same way when it comes to views on bottoms (which can be so negative at times)? That there may be just a point where it is or doesn't happen anymore.

ABayou: I think so. In theory we should be getting more enlightened, I would hope. Being a bottom shouldn't be considered less than a top. There all kinds of tops and bottoms out there.

PB: That's very true; last year during the height of isolation for me was very eye opening. The term pussyboy, having/producing boypussy orgasms, and producing this "pussy liquid/froth with dildo use. It was a huge turning point for me, but I wish I had known about this years before.

ABayou: Good deal.

PB:Do you think that most gay men only think of pussyboys as younger guys, then guys like us (who happen. to be older) and if so how do we change that?

ABayou: Just keep putting ourselves out there. I don't know if pussyboys are only thought of as young. It's not like as you get older you become more of a top or something. Haha. Or less of a pussyboy bottom bitch.

PB: I find the older I get the more of a pussyboy bottom bitch I become. I believe you said at one point in a tweet that your hubby doesn't know "everything your doing/or involved in." Can you explain better, if your comfortable doing so, why this is?

ABayou: I just don't know how to communicate this (to him). He doesn't know I tweet all of this. I'm not sure how he would react.

PB: Wow! Is it fear he won't understand?

ABayou: Yes. He does have an inkling of it.

PB: You read my mind.

ABayou: I feel like it is such a of me. I guess compulsive though too.

PB: Are you a bit surprised so many love your content so much?

ABayou: Yes, for sure! I'm happy people get enjoyment from it. I'm sorry I really can't do some things because of personal situation.

PB: I do understand that, and your privacy. The struggle is very real, and it's where I am too with someone who would NEVER get any of it.

        NOTE: This interview was done in June when my husband of eighteen years was still alive. Sadly he died July 29, 2021. I now know he understood a lot more then I thought he did. A lot more actually, and that may or may not end up as a seperate blog post at some point.

ABayou: I worry he'll find out about it, and be embarrassed about it. Like his friends seeing me doing that stuff.

PB: That could be very rough, and especially if it's used against you. So how do you handle or cope with these feelings?

ABayou: I try not to think abut it,  haha. That's helpful, right? I used to suffer from social phobia. It occurred in my late teens and through my twenties. I would never leave my bedroom, and I suffered from depression too, as a result. I slowly pulled myself out of that hole, and I think my internet exhibitionism was part of that.

PB: I bet it was. That's how I was during COVID-19 isolation/lockdown for four months, of never leaving my bedroom let alone the house. Mentally I was in a very horrible place as well.

ABayou: I think that experience in my past prepared me for the pandemic lockdown. I didn't mind it, of course I had my partner here.

PB: I did too, but lockdown compounded our differences and our fights.

        NOTE: Looking back at that time now (that being October 2021) the majority of our fights were over stupid stuff, like a lot of couples fight about. Ours was compounded as I noticed my hubby's health even then getting slowly worse. It was very hard to watch, let alone deal with and I think that added to the stress and made things the way they were.

ABayou: Oh. Not good. Sorry.

PB: Thank you. Does your hubby know about the lace panties?

ABayou: I don't know to be honest.

PB: If he does know is he the type not to say anything?

ABayou: Right.

PB: Mine doesn't know I have lace panties, and he would probably hate it. Mine are assless though <lol>. He'd also HATE that I call my hole a pussy too, to be honest with you.

ABayou: Haha, I get it.

I want to take the time and that @ABayou for his time and for letting ME pick the photos from his feed to use for this interview. I also want to apologize to him for the delay in getting this posted, but I'm hopeful he'll understand. I hope you all gained something from this as well. 

Interview: Achilles & Patroclus/@APatroclus on Twitter

@APatroclus was a lil concerned with his grammar and spelling when I approached him, but personally that is part of his charm and wit. 

My first question is you talk about the marines in your tweets are you active duty, reserves, or is there something else I'm not aware of as I've never been in the military?

I'm active duty... 10 years in the Marine Corps...enlisted.

It seems from your tweets that being a Marine plays a big part into your sex life, or how you view your sex life. If that's correct, how does that impact it, or make it different? Will that idea still be relevant when you leave the Marines?

yeah yer def right...Marines is a brotherhood of warriors... we're body proud... proud of our cocks & how many chicks we fuck... there's a lot of homo sex kinda 'built in' to being a Marine... like we don't being naked around each other or jacking off...when we deploy we'll jack each other off sometimes or even give each other blow jobs... some of us are really into assfucking... andit's just part of the warrior brotherhood to show yet dominance over another dude by fucking yer in his ass and making him like it, like even pop a fuckin boner and cum from u fucking him... and we like being dominated like that by a bro... that's why its almost  like a joke that Marines like getting fuckd... but its gotta be by a real man not some faggoty type dude.

Based on that last part of your comment about "faggoty type dudes" do you think getting rid of the "Don't ask, Don't tell" policy changed how the Marines are? Or possibly how these type of guys, which I am the "faggoty" type are seen?

Yeah i think it changed it... was hotter when u had to sneak around... everybody knowed about it... knew who the cocksuckers were... who liked fucking dudes... all that... now its like less masculin' somehow... like they ain't even gotta pretend they in 2 chicks or nothing... was hotter when we'd fukin' go out & flirt maybe fuck sum chicks then go back 2gether & fuck each other.

Your tweets seem to reflect what you just said here. Som my question is do you see yourself as more bisexual than gay? I know it's not such an usual thing in some circles, but in others, I think there is still this attitude of pick a side? Or do you see that as a non-issue?

I don't really like them labels but yeah, def bi. U like pussy and I like cock. To me it's just bein' fuckin' Man.. usin' my cock on whoever the fuck turns me on. And with hot duded I like getting cock in my pussy too. And yea I feel like I ain't gotta 'pick a side' cuz I ain't into bein' sum fuckin' community or whatever. I like fuckin', figthing, and workin' out... and generally raisin' hell <haha>... Turns off a lot of Marines who like homofuckin' to say yet gat cuz we don't wanna be aprt of sum political shit or wtf... Just wanna fuck and have fun u know. Hope I ain't pissin' u off bro. Got sum typos in there hahaha.. u probly can figure em out tho...yer smarter than me 4 sure.

Oh, you aren't pissing me off at all. Everybody has a very unique journey that them, then you know, thank god we all aren't the same, you know. How fucking boring would that be? I asked for the interview because I love the tweets you send out, and the biggest reason being is you are among one of the most masculine guys around who call your asshole, pussy. Which brings me to my next question. How did that realization, if you will, that you have a 'pussy' come about?

Thanks man! thats awesome... about being unique and all.. and glad u like my tweets. Well for me it started cuz my daddy, I mean my my real daddy Jake.. he was fucked when he was a kid, like 11 or 12.

Your father was fucked at 11 or 12?

Anyway, he liked it... so did his 1/2 brother my uncle Randy.. he got fucked too by the same step dad but was even younger... I think thats when the started talkin' 'bout their fuck hole as their pussy.

That had to been years ago right?

So when i started gettin' horny as a young duded, like 11 or so... Jake was the 1st on to fuck me... told me he was gonna give me a man's pussy... said thats how dudes talk & i should get used to it.. just be real open 'bout wut i wanted and all that... lie dont say 'lets go to bed' or shit like that but 'i want yer cock... or i wanna get fucked in my pussy'... and since he talked that way 'bout himself me and Troy was the same way... besides i mean it feels real good getting cock in yer ass & makes u cum, so its kinda like a pussy on a man.

Well... I'm 28 and Jake was 13 when he knocked our mama up with us... so yeah, it's been a few years.

This is a great story angle here because it's the very masculine side of being pussy versus this very feminine or sissy side--- which can be just as nice, if that's your thing-- but the "butch" side is seems it is so rarely seen.

i guess... i seen it a lot in the Marine Corps... ev'ry swingin' dick around here is alpha as fuck when we're in public or whaev'r... but just 2 or 3 of us alone wantin' to fuck or get fucked, we just say it like it was normal, 'good fucking pussy bro' and shit like that.

So more of a compliment or attitude than a frame of mind right? Not necessarily, possibly, being a pussyboi. Or is that wrong?

yeah, it ain't a insult or nothin'... just like, if the dude is hot, u wanna fuck his hole... so its pusst.. means you wanna fuck him... dont mean he like a girl or nothin'... just hot to fuck.

I love this attitude, because for some being a pussyboi is that we view our pussied as our only true sex organ, & I'm sure you are aware of that too. Then there is this whole set of us that get off on chastity cages, or say wearing lingerie, or see ourselves as girlboi's and to hear you say that wanting to fuck a guys hole makes his hole pussy is something I've felt for awhile now. If you're getting fucked, admit it or not you're being HIS pussy.

fuckin' A!! Xactly... Marines is real good at syin' things like they are... i don't  get in2 chastity or like not havin' a dick, fuck no! we all love cock, 'specialy our own & wanna use it, get off & all that shit... wanna fuck a dude cuz he's a man, i want him 2 have a ock i can play with or suck but i also wanna fuck him in his pussy & get my own dick off too... i think thats why men is made they way they are, feel that pleazure in our pussy & cock both.

There's this whole denial of pussyboi's not allowed to see or use our cocks, to focus on being a true submissive and fully focus on being pussy for MEN. Dominates like you, to fuck our cunts stupid. Add to this, this idea of calling our cocks...clits. I get off on all of that, as a pussyboy. I love being railed up the pussy and just having my dick flop about. If the top/Dom?Daddy wants to touch my dick he can, as in that moment I'm his. 

What do you think about this side of the more submissive or even, some might term is. faggy side of bottom guys?

No offense, about fag and faggy... just the way we talk.

But yeah, i ain't too good not to fuck a faggy boy... done that with sum Sailors & even sum Marines... in the air wing tho not the infantry hahaha... i mean its good pussy & its fun to get rough on a dude who gets off on it... but mainly with them type of duded i just wanna get my cock off, not as in2 the bitch as i would be if he was a dude like me.

Oh no offense taken at all. Being a 'fag', or at least sexually speaking is a whole other mind set. I'm approaching 55, and in my 20's so many of us reclaimed those words, and in power; and especially with activist groups like Queer Nation and ACT UP.

You might be surprised by the things I call myself Daddy Achilles <giggle>.

hahaha maybe... i done heard a lot tho.. even tho i'm only 28.

You might even know some I don't. <lol>

What I find so encouraging is your generation doesn't seem to have as many hangups as mine did, and in many ways things are far easier; like coming out, the internet for looking up gay content, gay hook up apps and the like.

yeah... i don't know 2 many dudes with hang ups... its like if it feels good go with it... got a lot of Marines to try to getting fuck'd for the 1st time... showed em how to get ready like I was taught by Jake... took it slow made sure they cum... helps havin' a good lookin' face & jack'e body... at least i'm told i'm good lookin'.

I'm sure you're VERY good looking, besides the uniform helps too. Who in their right ever loving mind can resist a man in uniform. Lord knows I NEVER could. I was/am my own personal USO providing pussy for every damn branch including the Coast Guard <lol>.

But I'm sure guys like you like bois like me.

fuck thanks man!! fuck, i'd have u swingin' off my cock if u was here... I like doin' this intervu with u ... its fun.

Oh I'd definitely be swinging off it, for damn sure. Could we talk a lil about Twitter, the company and censorship? I saw your feed three Twitter ID's ago. As I've been suspended twice now fro tweeting about being pussy for men. Is this partially why you misspell and censor yourself?

Yeah. I've been suspended three times for using cunt in replies and shit. It's all bots doin' the censoring so I gotta be careful it don't like I'm callin' somebody a cunt or a pussy. Plus I can't spell for shit. hahha.

Maybe that's part of the appeal too, this himbo thinking you know. The only time Twitter sent an email that made ANY sense at all was that I was misgndering people. Which I took as calling bois pussy <lol>. 

Here's the funny thing though, even Adam4Adam took it on themselves to censor the word 'pussyboi' in my bio <lol>.

So fuckin' uptight about way dudes really talk! Fuck! Only thing I don't like about Twatter.

Me too, I hate it at times. And the one place we can talk the way we do was bdsmlr, but now you can't see what you're following unless you book marked the page.

So what lead you to create your "boypussy" videos?

I like to fuck with loud music blastin' and did that once when I watchin' some porn. Thought it was hot and figured out how to use movie maker and just been  having fun.

I love your videos so very much, and I think there is a real niche for them. It seems so few in gay porn will say things like , "fuck my pussy". Besides I love a GREAT top that fucks to the rhythm  of porn or music.

Fuck yeah!! Thanks bro! That makes me feel real good. Love that. Gonna keep makin' 'em. Appreciate you.

My next question is Troy-boy; is he your real brother, your marine 'brother', or is he a 'created family' type of brother that so may of us do in the gay community?

no, me and Troy is fraternal twins, same mama, same daddy. Just so u know... I'm runnin' outa time here... will. be packing in a couple of hours & then gone for a couple of three weeks.

Ok. Thank you so very much for your time. I appreciate it so much. Safe travels my friend, hopefully you get some boypussy while your gone.

I really want to take the time and deeply thank @APatroclus for his time over the course of a couple of days to do this interview. Words can not begin to express how very much it means to me. I hope all of you enjoyed this interview and if you are not following @Apatroclus, what are you waiting for?!

Desires: Memes and thoughts

I was having a conversation with one of my Twitter followers about my desires and this morning I felt I needed to share them here with you, in the hopes that by my sharing them, they will, some how, come to fruition.

If you read my blog, then you know first hand I identify as a pussyboy, I even consider my pussy to be my gender if you will: pussy/they/her a VERY non-binary approach to my gender identity. But if you understand the vernacular, and thinking of this topic, you may understand where I am coming from. I believe I mentioned here that my thinking goes beyond that of "faggot" which is a whole other mind set, and that my being pussy is more.

With all that said the real reason for this post is my desire. I want and or need a Daddy that understands me fully, accepts me fully and understands the thinking; but I think a lot of as pussyboi's want this. My desire goes beyond even this, and this is where it gets interesting.

I have this BIG really unexplored "Daddy" side when it comes to boi's/gurls like me. I find it so erotically charged when a boi/gurl spreads his legs and offers me his pussy. Now I know what your going to say, "Um, but, Charlie your pussy yourself, what the hell do you expect to do with another pussy?" Well let me tell you plenty!

I'm a huge fan of rimming, which I believe I've spoke about here. Last guy I rimmed, my face never left his pussy for over an hour,, before I came up for air! Then there is fingering, which I could do with a piggie guy for days on end. Then don't get me started on dildo play. Nothing hotter in my opinion than pegging another bottom boi, giving him.... even if it's silicone/rubber/plastic the pounding he deserves. In my thinking even in that situation I'm being of service to HIM! I'm making him happy. Then, not for the faint of heart mind you, there's fisting. 

I've had decades of experience as a fisting top, and thankfully, I have small hands, or so I'm told. If the guy gets off on it, I'll do it. And here is the odd thing, if you will, I get rock hard doing it, and in very few instances over the years I have topped. Now though, I wonder if my topping as a pussyboy, is letting "my brother" pussyboy disappointed as I'm not a TRUE top? Is my topping a disservice?

Anyway, I really believe, to the core of my being I could easily and quickly for in love with a guy/gurl like me. Have a loving, caring relationship together. In an open relationship where together and separately we serve MEN but are fully honest about those encounters with each other. Then come home to each other for our own fun.

A guy/gurl grounded in who they are, know who they are, willing to explore even deeper with me, who they are. Someone comfortable in their own skin to be a home nudist, and even public nudist, like me. Someone to hold at night, spooning each other. Someone to explore our kinks together. Someone I could even marry. Someone, like me who GETS it. I would move heaven and earth for either type of relationship.

Is it so much to ask for, and yes I'm open to inquiries! 

Emasculation: Meme's and thoughts

“Stick your tongue out at me, baby boy, and Daddy's going to put it to real good use. Your so goddamn pretty in in your pretty pink panties Daddy bought for you. It's not hard to resist my baby girl looking like that”. This was the warning I gave before I fucked his throat pussy over and over, blowing load after load on his face until he was completely glazed. Then I made him lick it all up. My finger comes out of his slick pussy. I give a lil slap on his boi-ovaries and I let go of his face.

"Turn around, baby girl, show Daddy that beautiful pussy." 

Then them hands was on my pussy. Just rubbing them pussy-cheeks. Slapping me playfully, jiggling them..

"That's a hot fucking pussy, baby girl and that goddamn perfect lil baby girl cunt."

I guess he was just looking at my fucking cunt, cause Daddy sure as fuck wasn't touching it yet, just playing with my pussy-cheeks.

 I proceeded to pound those cakes and blow another load in its petite little boy pussy.

Insolence has its price. In this case it’s a bruised throat and gaping boicunt.

This morning my mind is on emasculation.

Goggle dictionary describes emasculate as: Depriving a man of his role or identity. Synonyms include: effeminate, effete, unmanly. unmasculine, girlish, namby-pamby, sissy, girly, camp, limp wristed, queeny and epicene

Or to make a man weaker or less effective. Synonyms include: weakened, make feeble, debilitate, enfeeble, enervate, dilute, and erode.

Personally I enjoy the idea of being girly and limp wristed. I'm gay, duh. I'm supposed to be a bit campy in my opinion, and maybe that's my generational thinking as I'm soon to be 55. I'm also a pussyboy power bottom. I adore getting fucked, and fucked stupid. You know, walking a bit funny, your pussy is sore from use, it could be difficult to sit. More or less, in some vernacular some would say I'm a faggot. I don't mind that word either but this is coming from a place of my being involved with Queer Nation and ACT UP. I was a big time, very loud activist nationally. I embraced by faggotness.

I didn't and still DON"T want to assimilate. I am not everyone else. I am not the societal norm, by far. I don't see myself as male or female. Possibly non-binary, but I've written on here this idea of being a third gender, and then taking it the step further that I'm just my true sex organ, and that sex organ happens to be my boipussy. That being pussy is my gender. I know it's very unique, different and possibly disturbing idea but I think it wraps up beautifully who I am. 

Submissive, yes. Passive, yes to the point you would think I was June Cleaver. Does my pleasure come from being of use to a dominant, hell yes. Does that pleasure come from being HIS pussy, fuck yes. Put me in thigh highs, chastity and even high heels you bet your life. Call me a girl, yes. Am I a housewife type, you better believe it.... henny I was Martha Stewart before Martha ever hit the scene.

I don't mind emasculation. Hell, I thrive there. But, here lately I see myself with someone like me in a long term committed relationship, loving each other but in an open relationship where we service MEN together and separately but come home to each other for our own fun together. Maybe, somebody younger than me, or just a tiny bit older.... as I've always been the younger "boi" in my long-term relationships.

Submission: Meme's and my thoughts

Submission is the starting point. It’s the mindset required for you to achieve everything you need to fulfill your purpose. Submission isn’t the goal, it isn’t your purpose. It is only the starting point. Submission allows you to empty your brain, allows your Daddy to replace the contents with HIS own thoughts, ideas, opinions, and desires. Submission allows you to accept you are an empty vessel and in need of ownership. Submission is where it all begins, preparing yourself to be molded by Daddy who gives you the gift of allowing you to worship him. Becoming what he deserves. Never thinking of anything beyond what he deserves. That is the goal. Submission is the starting point. 

Receiving= getting fucked. Simply receiving. It looks easy, but there is a lot of training in it. This boi has learned to keep his hands away, keep his legs spread wide. The boi knows that its limp dicklet/clitty/nubbin is irrelevant. Daddy isn’t interested in how the boi is doing. HE isn’t interested in the boi’s enjoyment. He isn’t interested in what the boi is thinking. HE is interested only in the total submission of the boi. HE is interested in the boi’s focus on the Daddy's pleasure only. HE is interested in getting what HE wants, what HE deserves. Boi's, this is all HE ever wants from you, an open, willing, greedy, hungry pussy. Keep your mouth shut unless HIS dick is in it, keep your head empty, and keep submitting, obeying, and being grateful for the opportunity to worship.

Properly Presented Pussy: Meme's and my thoughts

This morning I want to talk about "perfectly presented boipussy". We should know what that is, right?

For me it means preferably on all fours, legs spread which which seperates your pussy cheeks,  back arched, pussy high in the air and on full glorious, wonderful display. The kind of display that wants to make you either eat him out for hours on end, or if your a top fuck him stupid.

I first got the idea of "pussy presentation from @VikingMuscleXXX and his infamous line "Present that pussy to Daddy". I went weak in the knees hearing it the first time and in all actuality in my home I presented my pussy to him! I'm not lying. I wouldn't be lying if I said I want in all actuality desperately want to do that for him. I think he truly needs an experienced, more mature pussy that KNOWS how to be it and in ways that only I/we as older gay men can do.

I feel it is imperative as pussy for men, we PERFECT our presentation. That way they WANT to NEED to fuck us. Many years ago my first lover Michael told naive me at 19 in 1986 "that when at the baths, and in a room with the door open you, and you bottom you must show yourself off in  the perfect way to draw tops. That your pussy does the talking." Michael basically said it years earlier, and it is still a motto I go by today.

I also think that a perfectly presented pussy reiterates my/your place. That we/you/I get it who we are, why we are the way we are. That in our proper pussy presentation we FULLY embrace who and what we are....