You Promised

"You promised to honor and obey," he pushed your head into the pillow roughly, "So I don't want any lip, princess."

Mewling, you curled your toes and bit into the pillow. His cock ached as it stretched your pussy open for the first time. It hurt a little, but you didn't want him to stop.

"You made me wait for our honeymoon," he pulled out to the tip, then slammed back inside, "but now I get to break your pussy in."

His balls felt heavy as they slapped into your rear, but somehow the pressure felt incredible. You belonged to your husband now—you needed to learn how to serve him.

"Good girl, open up," he teased, biting your earlobe, "this pussy is never gonna be empty again."

Perfection

I had trained her well. She learned that there was no better feeling than the taste and smell of my cock, or a pussy full of cum. She didn’t even care that she was in chastity anymore. All she wanted was my cock inside of her.

So when I told her that she was going to get all the cock she could handle she was beyond elated and immediately went cunt up. Her hungry puppy dog eyes begging for it. But when she felt a silicone cock enter her cunt and begin its monotonous thrusting she was disappointed and confused. She was Daddy's good gurl, wasn’t she? Her pussy makes/made Daddy happy, doesn't it?

She was. So good in fact to earn taking her training to the next level. It would take hours at first, but she would learn to cum in her cage just from pussy use. Over time it would take less and less time. Until eventually my cock would fuck the cum out of her in minutes but the fuck wouldn’t end until I was satisfied.

She would serve me beyond her own pleasure. A perfect fuck princess. 

Four types of bois

Men: so you're fucking a bottom and you're wondering whether he's the kind of boy who can easily be turned into a submissive bitch? There's an easy way to tell. If he doesn't touch his own junk at all without needing to be told not to, he's already got a strong submissive streak. Turning him into your own personal toy and bitch boy will be easy.

Some of these naturally submissive bois will wait until you cum before turning their attention to themselves and their clitties; while others will ask for permission to do that. Which I think should be the norm as it it your tops pleasure you are seeking in the first place and not your own so therefore you never touch your clitty. Yet others may just get dressed, knowing that your load in their pussy is all they need and they leave. Adding their own load would seriously distract from the most important thing to them in this moment and that is once again YOUR pleasure, not theirs.  The only thing that truly matter to them was getting bred, for in you breeding them was their signal that they were truly good pussy that did it's job.

You can usually tell any of these bois that they DON'T have your permission to ejaculate and they will most likely obey without protests. Personally here I think they had their chance of doing that hands free while you were coring out their cunt, and hammering their princess spot/slut button. However, next time you do decide to fuck them. surprise them with a chastity cage and they'll very easily could be all yours--- as for many it is the happiest day of their lives.

There's a second group of bois who will attempt to pleasure themselves while you hammer away at their pussy but will quickly and obediently oblige when you make it clear you don't want them too. They may or may not have a natural submissive streak. It may or may not be as strong as in the first group of bois, or not as quite as developed yet. Either way, these bois can easily be turned into submissive bitch bois with the proper training by you. 

The third group of bois are those who keep reaching for their dicks and will get themselves off without asking permission and could care less what you said, or want from them, even though you've explicitly said they were not allowed. First of all these bois need a bare pussy, over the knee spanking! These bois ca be the hardest to train into a submissive bitch boi, because they may not see themselves that way at all. They may not see themselves as having a pussy, and if that is the case they more than likely may not see their pussy as their only source of pleasure. But when did you ever shy away from a challenge, Daddy? For some Daddy's breaking these defiant bois own will for independence and attachment to their pleasure is the greatest joy of all.

Lastly, is the group of boi's who see themselves as girls; meaning they use all feminine terms for all of their sexual parts as I have discussed here before: pussy, princess spot/slut button for prostrate, testicles become ovaries and of course clitty, nubbin or dicklet. They fully know, accept and celebrate the fact that they have a pussy, that their main pleasure comes from being pussy from men, are beyond thrilled when bred, may dream of becoming pregnant and the only real pleasure they want is their pussy-gasms/prostate orgasms because it means Daddy is really enjoying your pussy then. We may develop an internal liquid with sexual use, for some it turns into a frothy mix, we've all seen in porn and for some of us we enjoy the pussy stretch more than anything so we can be prone to big dildo's or even fisting. As long as pussy is in use we are at our happiest. Daddy's pleasure is our only pleasure, period end of story. We may even call ourselves girls, like I do.

I'll brazenly admit this is the group I'm in. I'm also the type that craves to be "Daddy's good girl", for Daddy to buy me lingerie, thigh highs, garters, lacy crotchless panties, bras, corsets. Maybe a cute skirt with my dress shirt and a cardigan, blurring the line but a clear biological "boi". Think Harry Styles here, or Jayden Smith or even Billy Porter as examples of what I'm trying to say here.

For Daddy's with a girl--- my best advice is marry her! Immediately!

Acceptance, Self love; tips, memes and my thoughts

This morning I woke up thinking about acceptance. Our acceptance or ourselves. I think that is where it all begins, and everything else follows. So, I'll admit I sleep bottomless. Just a t-shirt nothing else, my shoulders get chilly. Have slept that way since I was about fourteen, couldn't stand the confinement. Anyway, the last year since seeing the @BigCMen and @DevinFranco Pornhub vid, where Daddy Cory calls Devin pussy---which I wrote about here... I wake up every morning, first thing; I open my legs wide, reach down between them and pet, pat and lightly spank my pussy and verbally say, "I love my pussy, thank you for being my pussy."

Sometimes, dig out my dildo and poppers and start the day with some "wreckage". A friend last year, during the height of COVID-19 and my four and a half month self isolation suggested this tip too, which I did every day. Three times a day actually:

Strip naked, get on all fours in bitch pose. Pussy up, legs spread wide, back arched, head on the floor and say, "I am pussy and I LOVE myself being pussy." He recommended saying it fifty times in a row, like chanting and I have a string of Hindu prayer beads that I used to keep track of how many times I was saying it.

You can take this a step further, which is what I did and while riding your favorite dildo say "your mantra". Same amount of times or more. Riding a dildo I would say it every single thrust in and out. In my thinking this cemented my place, even though I had 98% bottomed since day one, first sexual experience right out the gate. Of course after hearing the term Daddy Cory used, I stumbled accidentally on the term pussyboy and as a writer, my research went into overkill. I HAD to understand this thinking. HAD to! Once I did, as Ms. Cracker says, "Shabbat, shablam" it all made sense. I had been that all my life and didn't fully know the term or when it become vogue. The mantra's just cleared the way for my full acceptance. Fem terms are the only ones I use now, for me it is WHO I am. It makes sense to me. It's how I view myself. I write this blog and do what I do on Twitter as I want and feel the need to help others, that's my Daddy side.

I want to celebrate, empower, rejoice in and help others like me to, "Live their best bottom life" or better yet, "Their best pussy life." There never needs to be shame, or guilt, or fear, or doubt or dread. NONE of it, do you hear me! This is my Daddy side kicking in here.

 

Submission: Meme's and my thoughts

Submission is the starting point. It’s the mindset required for you to achieve everything you need to fulfill your purpose. Submission isn’t the goal, it isn’t your purpose. It is only the starting point. Submission allows you to empty your brain, allows your Daddy to replace the contents with HIS own thoughts, ideas, opinions, and desires. Submission allows you to accept you are an empty vessel and in need of ownership. Submission is where it all begins, preparing yourself to be molded by Daddy who gives you the gift of allowing you to worship him. Becoming what he deserves. Never thinking of anything beyond what he deserves. That is the goal. Submission is the starting point. 

Receiving= getting fucked. Simply receiving. It looks easy, but there is a lot of training in it. This boi has learned to keep his hands away, keep his legs spread wide. The boi knows that its limp dicklet/clitty/nubbin is irrelevant. Daddy isn’t interested in how the boi is doing. HE isn’t interested in the boi’s enjoyment. He isn’t interested in what the boi is thinking. HE is interested only in the total submission of the boi. HE is interested in the boi’s focus on the Daddy's pleasure only. HE is interested in getting what HE wants, what HE deserves. Boi's, this is all HE ever wants from you, an open, willing, greedy, hungry pussy. Keep your mouth shut unless HIS dick is in it, keep your head empty, and keep submitting, obeying, and being grateful for the opportunity to worship.

Properly Presented Pussy: Meme's and my thoughts

This morning I want to talk about "perfectly presented boipussy". We should know what that is, right?

For me it means preferably on all fours, legs spread which which seperates your pussy cheeks,  back arched, pussy high in the air and on full glorious, wonderful display. The kind of display that wants to make you either eat him out for hours on end, or if your a top fuck him stupid.

I first got the idea of "pussy presentation from @VikingMuscleXXX and his infamous line "Present that pussy to Daddy". I went weak in the knees hearing it the first time and in all actuality in my home I presented my pussy to him! I'm not lying. I wouldn't be lying if I said I want in all actuality desperately want to do that for him. I think he truly needs an experienced, more mature pussy that KNOWS how to be it and in ways that only I/we as older gay men can do.

I feel it is imperative as pussy for men, we PERFECT our presentation. That way they WANT to NEED to fuck us. Many years ago my first lover Michael told naive me at 19 in 1986 "that when at the baths, and in a room with the door open you, and you bottom you must show yourself off in  the perfect way to draw tops. That your pussy does the talking." Michael basically said it years earlier, and it is still a motto I go by today.

I also think that a perfectly presented pussy reiterates my/your place. That we/you/I get it who we are, why we are the way we are. That in our proper pussy presentation we FULLY embrace who and what we are....

 

Rough Sex: Memes & gif

Think I woke this morning thinking about "rough" sex. Lucky me, luckier you, huh? So first is a short storied gif for you way TOO hot for Twitter. The kind of stuff that got me suspended, twice. The memes today are also rough in nature. I adore rough sex! There I said it! I feel better. Besides, I've HAVE always said, two things: 

1. "A sore pussy is a happy pussy" 

2: If your pussy isn't sore when he's done, he hasn't done it right. 

The other thing so many of us as pussyboy's love a good stretching it, it's why we're pussy to begin with! I'm going to say this too, might be controversial, BUT if you're going ass up every time you have sex, and your doing it often.... your his pussy. You might not think that way yet, may never think that way or even acknowledge it but your serving him that way! Period. You're the one getting fucked. And let's face it, pussy gets fucked! Tada! Above all else though, and I've written about it here being pussy is a mind set, much like the faggot mind set. Which I will post more on later.... promise.

 

The fuck- boy hadn't wanted to go on an assignment with more than two MEN, but his Daddy had insisted. "They're all riled up and they want your cunt, it's going to be over soon," he'd said. Turns out, it wasn't. One of the men had trouble ejaculating & breeding, and he wanted to use the opportunity to fuck your pussy as hard as possible to remedy that. Half an hour in, the fuck-boy was already howling in pain, and his pussy was beyond sore as fuck, but the frustrated man was no closer to orgasm or breeding you. As the fuck-boy tried to get away, the man's friends held him down. He felt like he couldn't take this any second longer, much less be fucked by the other dicks afterwards. Doesn't look like the other men are going to have any mercy though on his poor sore cunt, the howling has only gotten them harder.

this one, I actually found online

this was found online, too. I just want to be honest..

Now, go be a good boi, and go play in your pussy. Just no dicklet touching. That will get you in trouble.

 

How do you accept that you're a sub because, I'm struggling with that...

How do you accept that you're a sub because, I'm struggling with that?

    So this morning I was asked this question on Twitter from one of my followers, and of course I felt it required an in depth response. I want to start here by sharing my all time favorite quote. It's by Toni Morrison, and while it is aimed at former slaves within the context of the story; the message and words of this quote so ring true, I believe for those of us in the LGBTQIA+ Community and yes, even within the submissive community even more so because we, I feel at large, are sadly misunderstood:

        “In this here place, we flesh; flesh that weeps, laughs; flesh that dances on bare feet in grass. Love it.             Love it hard. Yonder they do not love your flesh. They despise it. They don't love your eyes; they'd just          as soon pick em out. No more do they love the skin on your back. Yonder they flay it. And O my people         they do not love your hands. Those they only use, tie, bind, chop off and leave empty. Love your                    hands! Love them. Raise them up and kiss them. Touch others with them, pat them together, stroke                 them on your face 'cause they don't love that either. You got to love it, you! And no, they ain't in love             with your mouth. Yonder, out there, they will see it broken and break it again. What you say out of             it they will not heed. What you scream from it they do not hear. What you put into it to nourish your             body they will snatch away and give you leavins instead. No, they don't love your mouth. You got to             love it. This is flesh I'm talking about here. Flesh that needs to be loved. Feet that need to rest and to             dance; backs that need support; shoulders that need arms, strong arms I'm telling you. And O my                 people, out yonder, hear me, they do not love your neck unnoosed and straight. So love your neck; put         a hand on it, grace it, stroke it and hold it up. and all your inside parts that they'd just as soon slop for         hogs, you got to love them. The dark, dark liver--love it, love it and the beat and beating heart, love             that too. More than eyes or feet. More than lungs that have yet to draw free air. More than your life-            holding womb and your life-giving private parts, hear me now, love your heart. For this is the prize."

    Powerful stuff right? So let's unpack why I think this so fits within a gay submissive context. As I said before the quote, we are sadly misunderstood and many times misrepresented to exactly who and why as well as why we do what we do; and that is a large area of interpretation and self expression with each's persons submissive journey being their own. However, there are similarities. We just to need to acknowledge them and talk about them amongst our submissive peers. 

    For out yonder, many hate us for not only being gay, but as being seen WEAK and, dear god help us, as being feminine; something of which a man, in many opinions, must never be accused of doing for that is in many opinions is and can be social suicide as well as to the "delicate" masculinity so many try to cling too. This idea of masculinity at all costs in my opinion is outdated, and is not the norm by far for many of us. Men do cry, we have emotions and fear, and doubts and we have every right to express them and doing so doesn't do anything except make us human, like everybody else. But lord help those of us who do show emotions for again we are reviled and we are beyond despised. It can be daunting to be seen this way but as my Gram used to say, "honey, that's THEIR problem not YOURS."

    So the first step is acceptance, in my opinion it is to love your self, and love yourself hard. As Morrison also says in Beloved, “Love is or it ain't. Thin love ain't love at all.” So not just loving yourself hard but also thickly. By this I mean fully, all of our faults, shortcomings and what not; love every single aspect of who and what we are, and that includes being submissive. This of course is not an easy process to love oneself, and many people struggle with it in some form their entire lives. But we have to do it, for there is another saying Rupaul is known for, "If you can't love yourself, how the hell you going to love anybody else?" Learning to love yourself can be a life long journey for many, but I believe it is a growing journey and changes in time as we discover ourself more as we grow older. I wish I knew at 20 what I know now at 54.

    This excerpt: Love your hands! Love them. Raise them up and kiss them. Touch others with them, pat them together, stroke them on your face 'cause they don't love that either. You got to love it, you! 

    

For me speaks very strongly of this idea that what we as submissive's do is service. From hands to our entire body and yes, even our spirit. It is an all consuming service, that not only brings us sexual pleasure but also our "spiritual", for lack of better words, fulfillment. From domestic service, to obedience, to submission, to being of sexual use to our Dominants/Daddies; but so many just get hung up on the sexual when in reality it is so much more. One word comes to mind in this area and it is boi-wife. For some means this idea of the 1950's submissive housewife we all know so well, and if we don't henny that's what Google and YouTube are for. But, within this idea of service even here we have to deeply love of what we are doing, and why, as well as love the man, or men in which we serve, and yes this even applies to the one night stand for even then we are of service. Service also means we provide and in this sense we have to take action, put ourselves out on the "dating market/cruising arena" so we can find the man, or men to which we will serve. For I think that without service, and yes this applies to even sexual, we aren't much of anything and we feel that in our very fiber when we are not. Many of us long for full time round the clock service/submission and again this is a very vast field to which I could talk about all day; but we must find the arena in which we feel we are best suited too, and there are many.

     And no, they ain't in love with your mouth. Yonder, out there, they will see it broken and break it again. What you say out of it they will not heed. What you scream from it they do not hear. What you put into it to nourish your body they will snatch away and give you leavins instead. 

    We have to be able to put to words for ourselves first, then for others our desires, our needs, our wants, our fantasies, and that can be a very scary thing; and yes this does require trust in the person you are telling it too. But without putting to words and speaking it, how will we know, let alone others knowing as well. Fear shouldn't stop us in what we want but why, how, when and yes even by whom--- even when that could includes hundreds of men. Fear can be all consuming, but overcoming it provides great strength. This is a huge hurdle to overcome in my opinion because so many of us fear to put to words what it is we desire and not just for others, but for our very own selves. But how can we verbally speak words to others if we can't speak them for ourselves?

    We could take this step further, which I will, and say that when it comes to the mouth many who are subs also see their mouths as a hole/pussy for men to use and we must be able to not only provide that service to men but we must do it to the best of our abilities. Some even adapt their language to emphasize how they view their mouths: mouthpussy and or mouthcunt. For beginners who have never once given a blow job I'd practice with a dildo to gain the skills needed for a great blow job. This also applies to any other field of gay sex involving the mouth, and there are a few but because of length I'll leave for a later date.

    What one MUST take in mind also is just because we are submissive/passive doesn't mean we are a door mat! We have the right to say NO. We have the right to say what you are doing, or saying, or how you are treating me isn't right, and I'm not going to stand by and let you do this to me. We set the rules and guidelines of how we are treated by everybody we encounter, and this is far beyond the sexual realm; and quite frankly people get away with what we LET THEM. Period! That line is crossed and we speak up-- even if we have to scream it as Morrison implies, act, and if need be end the relationship with that person whoever they are. We are the the ones who are in real control and don't forget it.

    The last phrase in Morrison's quote is about loving one's heart... and by this I'm going to say everything from your emotions, to feelings, to relationships, to sexual encounters to every aspect of your life. Act and or behave in a way, that we are of to service in some way to everyone we meet, for in some way we are--- that is a mind blowing idea isn't it. But while serving and being submissive and passive we must love what we are doing and just not with our hearts but with ever fiber of our being, for without that we are just acting in motion, if you will, sort of in a limbo of actions with no meaning, or purpose, and no motivation. A lot of what we do as subs is an action we do or create, but I'm going to be a bit controversial and say that is way more head and heart space. An emotional, rational and spiritual space that everything comes out of and I'm hoping that makes sense. 

For many of us it is of being service, providing that service and while many focus on the joys of nonsexual service and believe me there are many; this last year for me I discovered my biggest joy came by providing sexual service more and I'm sure some would classify that as being more faggot behavior than sub-ish behavior. Faggot behavior, and this is just MY opinion is a step beyond sub behavior. A lot of the behaviors and thinking are the same, but for me, it is that we see the role primarily as a sexual one with few limits or boundaries.

Since we are talking sexual here, and my own thinking, I'm going to say that it is even a bit more "beyond", for lack of a better word, being a faggot as I see myself and my person as just mere pussy; and for me that is solely the one in my ass. Yes I love sucking cock, and yes I do a lot of it, and yes I see it as a form of pussy, but, again for me, spreading my ass cheeks and presenting my pussy to a man and then him fucking me and then breeding me--- is everything to me. It fulfills me in a way nothing else ever can or will. My thinking is consumed with how can I do this all the time. Where and how will I get the next dick to fuck me. Who for me doesn't really matter, just that they want to fuck me is enough, and for some that is indeed radical thinking. But it goes back to a post here in this blog where a follower of mine on Twitter that said his body and being where just the life support system for him being merely pussy. If you were to ask if me I were a sub the reply would be, "I do, but is more of my being pussy."

I hope this helps you....