December Memes; Part 1

I'm never sure of who has seen what on this blog or not, what they may. have read or not so in cases like that I tend to repeat it so everybody is on the same page. First off with December such a long month I think I'm going to over the course of the month three separate posts with the memes I created two years at the very start of my "being pussy for men" journey. I'm posting them here because I feel they are in part what got me suspended twice from Twitter. Anyway, hope you enjoy them

 

Meme's

The following meme's along with others (that are not tagged "found") were all created by me at the start of COVID-19 & can ONLY be found here. I've made the decision to from now on to only share the ones I created....

 

AGGRESSION

Today's post is all about aggression. I wanted to do this theme today because it seemed to fit the overall theme all week here. I also wanted to share some famous quotes that I personally enjoy about aggression:

Men must be aggressive for what is right... Robert M. La Follette, Sr.

I want to state categorically that force will be met with force and aggression... Lal Bahadur Shastri

You can play hard. You can play aggressive. You can give 120% but if one guy is out of position then someone is running... Bill Belichick

In the land of "I know," there is always competitiveness, jealousy, pretense, pride and arrogance. It is an aggressive realm - the realm of the ego. I say refuse citizenship. In the land of "I don't know," the inhabitants move without conflict and are naturally quiet, happy and peaceful. The wise stay here... Mooji

We are only just beginning to understand the power of love because we are just beginning to understand the weakness of force and aggression... B.F. Skinner 

Drive is considered aggression today; I knew it then as purpose... Bette Davis

In my opinion, there is a big difference between FORCE and aggression. Force is just that, and in my thinking, it is not necessarily you want to do all the way to and including rape and even beyond; and while "rape scenes" seem predominant in gay erotica from novels to gay porn films, chile, it ain't cute. Speaking as a rape victim from a Hate Crime situation now thirty-four years later, there are still, even today, moments where it floods my dreams and I wake in a cold sweat, sick to my stomach.

Aggression on the other hand, just my opinion, can be and should be consensual--- and yes up to, and once again including rape. But for the post today, I really want to focus on consensual and participatory.

Aggression can be as simple as verbal-- the something spoken, or the way someone looks at you; most of us know that look because our mothers gave it to us. To tied up, tied down, spanking, a slap, spitting--- you name it and it could more than likely fit.

The key is I feel is open, honest dialogue one what each other expects, needs and wants; as well as what they won't put up with or tolerate. We all have our limits. But we also have room to explore, fantasize and even delve into. There is always room for growth.

The STRETCH!

You really wonder whether your poor, stretched out, gaping, cunted pussy will ever be tight again after HIS huge cock. Do I even want a tight pussy again? Why all the hype about tight pussy, when a gaping one is SO much better. 

Will your average-dicked boyfriend, or anonymous hookups still be able to please your hungry cunt. Will even just one cock alone fulfill your need, when it never did in the first place and now you have a gaping cunt?

Do you even want to have a pussy that properly closes any more? Or do I NEED to take bigger, fatter and more of it? isn't the old motto, "he with the biggest pussy wins?"

Or should you just lock your boyfriend's useless cock away forever? Or maybe, just maybe, you should move forward with further pussy destruction and try taking a fist? Or a couple of fists. The idea had always fascinated you and maybe now that you are so stretched out, you could. Should you try asspig.com or other fisting hook up sites? Join your local fisting club?

Your boyfriend wonders about the same questions as he kneels by the side of the bed and hears you moan your fucking head off in ways that he's never been able to get you to moan... He knows his future will be that of a cuckold --something he secretly had hoped for. He's hoped that you'd get a stretched out, gaping, cunted pussy. He's hoped you'd want a fist. He's hoped you would want a sling in the den.

Acceptance, Self love; tips, memes and my thoughts

This morning I woke up thinking about acceptance. Our acceptance or ourselves. I think that is where it all begins, and everything else follows. So, I'll admit I sleep bottomless. Just a t-shirt nothing else, my shoulders get chilly. Have slept that way since I was about fourteen, couldn't stand the confinement. Anyway, the last year since seeing the @BigCMen and @DevinFranco Pornhub vid, where Daddy Cory calls Devin pussy---which I wrote about here... I wake up every morning, first thing; I open my legs wide, reach down between them and pet, pat and lightly spank my pussy and verbally say, "I love my pussy, thank you for being my pussy."

Sometimes, dig out my dildo and poppers and start the day with some "wreckage". A friend last year, during the height of COVID-19 and my four and a half month self isolation suggested this tip too, which I did every day. Three times a day actually:

Strip naked, get on all fours in bitch pose. Pussy up, legs spread wide, back arched, head on the floor and say, "I am pussy and I LOVE myself being pussy." He recommended saying it fifty times in a row, like chanting and I have a string of Hindu prayer beads that I used to keep track of how many times I was saying it.

You can take this a step further, which is what I did and while riding your favorite dildo say "your mantra". Same amount of times or more. Riding a dildo I would say it every single thrust in and out. In my thinking this cemented my place, even though I had 98% bottomed since day one, first sexual experience right out the gate. Of course after hearing the term Daddy Cory used, I stumbled accidentally on the term pussyboy and as a writer, my research went into overkill. I HAD to understand this thinking. HAD to! Once I did, as Ms. Cracker says, "Shabbat, shablam" it all made sense. I had been that all my life and didn't fully know the term or when it become vogue. The mantra's just cleared the way for my full acceptance. Fem terms are the only ones I use now, for me it is WHO I am. It makes sense to me. It's how I view myself. I write this blog and do what I do on Twitter as I want and feel the need to help others, that's my Daddy side.

I want to celebrate, empower, rejoice in and help others like me to, "Live their best bottom life" or better yet, "Their best pussy life." There never needs to be shame, or guilt, or fear, or doubt or dread. NONE of it, do you hear me! This is my Daddy side kicking in here.

 

Desires: Memes and thoughts

I was having a conversation with one of my Twitter followers about my desires and this morning I felt I needed to share them here with you, in the hopes that by my sharing them, they will, some how, come to fruition.

If you read my blog, then you know first hand I identify as a pussyboy, I even consider my pussy to be my gender if you will: pussy/they/her a VERY non-binary approach to my gender identity. But if you understand the vernacular, and thinking of this topic, you may understand where I am coming from. I believe I mentioned here that my thinking goes beyond that of "faggot" which is a whole other mind set, and that my being pussy is more.

With all that said the real reason for this post is my desire. I want and or need a Daddy that understands me fully, accepts me fully and understands the thinking; but I think a lot of as pussyboi's want this. My desire goes beyond even this, and this is where it gets interesting.

I have this BIG really unexplored "Daddy" side when it comes to boi's/gurls like me. I find it so erotically charged when a boi/gurl spreads his legs and offers me his pussy. Now I know what your going to say, "Um, but, Charlie your pussy yourself, what the hell do you expect to do with another pussy?" Well let me tell you plenty!

I'm a huge fan of rimming, which I believe I've spoke about here. Last guy I rimmed, my face never left his pussy for over an hour,, before I came up for air! Then there is fingering, which I could do with a piggie guy for days on end. Then don't get me started on dildo play. Nothing hotter in my opinion than pegging another bottom boi, giving him.... even if it's silicone/rubber/plastic the pounding he deserves. In my thinking even in that situation I'm being of service to HIM! I'm making him happy. Then, not for the faint of heart mind you, there's fisting. 

I've had decades of experience as a fisting top, and thankfully, I have small hands, or so I'm told. If the guy gets off on it, I'll do it. And here is the odd thing, if you will, I get rock hard doing it, and in very few instances over the years I have topped. Now though, I wonder if my topping as a pussyboy, is letting "my brother" pussyboy disappointed as I'm not a TRUE top? Is my topping a disservice?

Anyway, I really believe, to the core of my being I could easily and quickly for in love with a guy/gurl like me. Have a loving, caring relationship together. In an open relationship where together and separately we serve MEN but are fully honest about those encounters with each other. Then come home to each other for our own fun.

A guy/gurl grounded in who they are, know who they are, willing to explore even deeper with me, who they are. Someone comfortable in their own skin to be a home nudist, and even public nudist, like me. Someone to hold at night, spooning each other. Someone to explore our kinks together. Someone I could even marry. Someone, like me who GETS it. I would move heaven and earth for either type of relationship.

Is it so much to ask for, and yes I'm open to inquiries!