I Hear You Breed Bois

Jason came to me surprisingly enough. He had heard I like to breed bois. He told me he had fucked a few dudes. He said he found some gay porn one night and the guys weren't wearing condoms like he normally saw, and then when the top came he didn't pull out to show a cum shot. Just shoved deeper, groaned, and yelled as he dumped his load in this dude's pussy. 

Turns out that super turned Jason on and he now wanted to know what it felt like to have a man shoot his large nut into his pussy.

I told him, "it would hurt at first, and there was no promise he would enjoy it." 

"Would you enjoy it?" 

"Hell yeah, fuck and seed a virgin pussy? You know I will enjoy it."

 "Good, use me then and fill me with ur cum."

 So I did. He wanted me to fuck him missionary. I warned him this makes a dick go deeper up your cunt and he may wanna try riding first. He just said fuck my pussy already Daddy." So I lubed up my cock and his tight virgin and started working my way in while kissing him and twisting a nipple. He groaned into my mouth several times as I kept adding pressure to virgin twat. And then it happened, his cunt gave way and I sank into him. As soon as I did I pulled back my kiss because I know the pain could make him bite down. He yelped and I held myself still in his now twitching and spamming pussy. 

"You need to relax ur cunt." It took some time but he did, the whole time I could feel my cock pulsing pre-cum right into his womb. Once the twitching had died down he seemed to relax for a second and I slid forward more. He spammed again but less so. So I went back to kissing him with his legs wrapped around me. He groaned and I felt him relax a little more, so I started rutting. I could tell it wasn't easy, but when I asked him he just said, "don't stop till u blast ur cum inside my twat".

So I fucked him harder and he started to really relax and enjoy it. He started begging for my load, and his tight virgin pussy was doing a number on me. So much more quickly than I wanted. I shoved as deep as I could and I felt his body tense as I painted his pussy walls with my cum. 

He groaned and said "I can feel it shooting in me, oh God it feels so good" I figured his pussy was gonna be too sore so I rolled over and off him, he then asked if he could ride the next load out of me. I sure as hell wasn't going to stop him. So he got me hard again and sat down on that shaft. He was loving it. And feeling my cum start to drip down my balls from inside his pussy after he road me for a good 15 to 20 minutes I felt my balls pull up again and this time I groaned as I unleashed my seed in his twat. I could tell he was going to be insatiable. 

Four types of bois

Men: so you're fucking a bottom and you're wondering whether he's the kind of boy who can easily be turned into a submissive bitch? There's an easy way to tell. If he doesn't touch his own junk at all without needing to be told not to, he's already got a strong submissive streak. Turning him into your own personal toy and bitch boy will be easy.

Some of these naturally submissive bois will wait until you cum before turning their attention to themselves and their clitties; while others will ask for permission to do that. Which I think should be the norm as it it your tops pleasure you are seeking in the first place and not your own so therefore you never touch your clitty. Yet others may just get dressed, knowing that your load in their pussy is all they need and they leave. Adding their own load would seriously distract from the most important thing to them in this moment and that is once again YOUR pleasure, not theirs.  The only thing that truly matter to them was getting bred, for in you breeding them was their signal that they were truly good pussy that did it's job.

You can usually tell any of these bois that they DON'T have your permission to ejaculate and they will most likely obey without protests. Personally here I think they had their chance of doing that hands free while you were coring out their cunt, and hammering their princess spot/slut button. However, next time you do decide to fuck them. surprise them with a chastity cage and they'll very easily could be all yours--- as for many it is the happiest day of their lives.

There's a second group of bois who will attempt to pleasure themselves while you hammer away at their pussy but will quickly and obediently oblige when you make it clear you don't want them too. They may or may not have a natural submissive streak. It may or may not be as strong as in the first group of bois, or not as quite as developed yet. Either way, these bois can easily be turned into submissive bitch bois with the proper training by you. 

The third group of bois are those who keep reaching for their dicks and will get themselves off without asking permission and could care less what you said, or want from them, even though you've explicitly said they were not allowed. First of all these bois need a bare pussy, over the knee spanking! These bois ca be the hardest to train into a submissive bitch boi, because they may not see themselves that way at all. They may not see themselves as having a pussy, and if that is the case they more than likely may not see their pussy as their only source of pleasure. But when did you ever shy away from a challenge, Daddy? For some Daddy's breaking these defiant bois own will for independence and attachment to their pleasure is the greatest joy of all.

Lastly, is the group of boi's who see themselves as girls; meaning they use all feminine terms for all of their sexual parts as I have discussed here before: pussy, princess spot/slut button for prostrate, testicles become ovaries and of course clitty, nubbin or dicklet. They fully know, accept and celebrate the fact that they have a pussy, that their main pleasure comes from being pussy from men, are beyond thrilled when bred, may dream of becoming pregnant and the only real pleasure they want is their pussy-gasms/prostate orgasms because it means Daddy is really enjoying your pussy then. We may develop an internal liquid with sexual use, for some it turns into a frothy mix, we've all seen in porn and for some of us we enjoy the pussy stretch more than anything so we can be prone to big dildo's or even fisting. As long as pussy is in use we are at our happiest. Daddy's pleasure is our only pleasure, period end of story. We may even call ourselves girls, like I do.

I'll brazenly admit this is the group I'm in. I'm also the type that craves to be "Daddy's good girl", for Daddy to buy me lingerie, thigh highs, garters, lacy crotchless panties, bras, corsets. Maybe a cute skirt with my dress shirt and a cardigan, blurring the line but a clear biological "boi". Think Harry Styles here, or Jayden Smith or even Billy Porter as examples of what I'm trying to say here.

For Daddy's with a girl--- my best advice is marry her! Immediately!

Interview with: @abayoujock of Twitter

I want to explain a little what led to this interview, if I may. @ABayou is on Twitter and as I follower I LOVE his content big time, and the biggest reason I do is he, like myself, is in his fifties does chastity and is a bottom. @ABayou is more fit than I am at this moment, as I have a small tummy, but he is what I aspire to be. He breaks the "glass ceiling" that we as the LGBATQIA+ community have with aging, ageism and the celebratory nature we have with youth and the Peter Pan syndrome. Besides, he is in my opinion scorching hot. The interview was done back in June and unfortunately things here for me took a turn as my husband of 18 years health took a dramatic turn for the worse even though we had been in hospice since October 2020. It was round the clock care all of July 2021 until he died July 29th. Grief and life after that lose somehow passed and this interview sat on the back burner.

For that I am deeply sorry to @ABayou and my readers here, as well as to my Twitter followers. I know this blog has suffered since July of 2021 but I'm slowly getting back to a mindset to work on this more so, as I feel it is SO important to have these conversations.

PB: I was wondering if you would be interested in doing an interview for my blog?

ABayou: I'm a 53 yr old exhibitionist. Comment or retweet, but I’m partnered, and I’m not looking for sex, meeting anyone, hookups, trading pics, etc. Namaste. 

To see @ABayou in action click here

https://twitter.com/abayoujock/status/1446265844393254917

PB: The blog is written by me a pussyboy and like you I'm in my 50's. I turn 55 in November. Part of what I'd like to talk about in the interview if you say yes is agesim, how bois can be any age, what led you to do what you do on Twitter and why? I was wondering if you would consider a DM interview for my blog. The focus of which is being on chastity and being an older pussyboy. 

ABayou: I’m intrigued, but I’m doubtful I could contribute much. I’m kinda not absolutely sure why I do this or what necessarily led me to do it. In my everyday life I’m quiet, reserved and introspective. I’m partnered, and my partner doesn’t really know I do this or at least to this extent. That’s bad I know. Anyway, what to you think? 

It could be an interesting talk, you might not know why you do chastity, I'm on the verge of doing it myself; but you certainly bring to the conversation of why you serve, how that may or may not vary with the situation your in if your even comfortable talking about it. I was just drawn to you, honestly, because I REALLY like what I saw and that you were doing what you did with such a positive spin on it, especially when this conversation is so youth driven. 

I get it. I’m not sure how this would work. I don’t always know when I can respond to messages.

PB: I love your pictures so very much.

ABayou: Thank you.

PB: Anytime. So we could do the interview whenever you are online. I just one over a couple of days at their convenience. My first question is what drew you to chastity?

ABayou: I've always been aroused by humiliation fantasies, and for me being caged in a small cock cage is humiliating. Also I tend to edge a lot which I believe was excessive, and now I'm unable to do that. At least I can't stroke my hard dick all the time.

PB: So instead of excessive masturbation do you find that o are using your "pussy" more, or do you even use that term. I know some that do and others who do not.

ABayou: I don't use that (term), but I am trying to focus more there.

PB: So as far as terms go, do you then just use the standard "Hole" instead? DO you find that wearing chastity "helps" you focus more there?

ABayou: I think I prefer "hole", and yes it does I think.

PB:  Has the excessive masturbation been replaced by "excessive" dildo use or are you still working up to that <giggle>? Inquiring  minds you know.

Abayou: I'm working up to that I would say. I've certainly have done more than at other times in the past.

PB: Do you have a n end goal you want to reach when it comes to dildo use, or is that something you've even thought about?

ABayou: I want my hole stretched so that I feel more comfortable with a dick going in. Haha. I'm too tight right now. Maybe a fist. Haha.

PB: I've noticed in some of your pictures you do wear a plug. Do you think it helps? And iis it fair size? Once again inquiring minds want to know these things. But I can relate to wanting to be stretched out. I bought awhile back the Fort Troff Ass Grommet set. I've worn the meduim sized one over night as I've slept with it in a few times.

ABayou: The plugs I've been wearing aren't large in my opinion, and so far I've only wore then as long as four hours or so. I do think it helps.

PB: Are you wanting to increase the size of them?

ABayou: Not particularly. I don't want to insanely large. My partners dick isn't that big that I would need to.

PB: I didn't want. to imply insanely large, but bigger. I guess it comes from this place from seeing original content makers (Twitter & porn sites) who grow or stretch their holes bigger.

ABayou: But he may want to try fisting so there is that.

PB: Are you open to fisting? No pun intended.

ABayou: I think so, but like. I said it will take work to get there. Haha.

PB: I ask this as this year I've seriously taken steps to try to be fisted (as the bottom), although I've fisted as the "top" for decades. The work though to taking a fist is half the fun though.

ABayou: I imagine so.

PB: Do you find that. a lot of gay porn comes across as ageist, and if so how do we fix that? 

Abayou: I honestly don't watch porn, and I never have. I thought there was all kinds of porn. Daddies and all.

PB: Do you feel the same way when it comes to views on bottoms (which can be so negative at times)? That there may be just a point where it is or doesn't happen anymore.

ABayou: I think so. In theory we should be getting more enlightened, I would hope. Being a bottom shouldn't be considered less than a top. There all kinds of tops and bottoms out there.

PB: That's very true; last year during the height of isolation for me was very eye opening. The term pussyboy, having/producing boypussy orgasms, and producing this "pussy liquid/froth with dildo use. It was a huge turning point for me, but I wish I had known about this years before.

ABayou: Good deal.

PB:Do you think that most gay men only think of pussyboys as younger guys, then guys like us (who happen. to be older) and if so how do we change that?

ABayou: Just keep putting ourselves out there. I don't know if pussyboys are only thought of as young. It's not like as you get older you become more of a top or something. Haha. Or less of a pussyboy bottom bitch.

PB: I find the older I get the more of a pussyboy bottom bitch I become. I believe you said at one point in a tweet that your hubby doesn't know "everything your doing/or involved in." Can you explain better, if your comfortable doing so, why this is?

ABayou: I just don't know how to communicate this (to him). He doesn't know I tweet all of this. I'm not sure how he would react.

PB: Wow! Is it fear he won't understand?

ABayou: Yes. He does have an inkling of it.

PB: You read my mind.

ABayou: I feel like it is such a of me. I guess compulsive though too.

PB: Are you a bit surprised so many love your content so much?

ABayou: Yes, for sure! I'm happy people get enjoyment from it. I'm sorry I really can't do some things because of personal situation.

PB: I do understand that, and your privacy. The struggle is very real, and it's where I am too with someone who would NEVER get any of it.

        NOTE: This interview was done in June when my husband of eighteen years was still alive. Sadly he died July 29, 2021. I now know he understood a lot more then I thought he did. A lot more actually, and that may or may not end up as a seperate blog post at some point.

ABayou: I worry he'll find out about it, and be embarrassed about it. Like his friends seeing me doing that stuff.

PB: That could be very rough, and especially if it's used against you. So how do you handle or cope with these feelings?

ABayou: I try not to think abut it,  haha. That's helpful, right? I used to suffer from social phobia. It occurred in my late teens and through my twenties. I would never leave my bedroom, and I suffered from depression too, as a result. I slowly pulled myself out of that hole, and I think my internet exhibitionism was part of that.

PB: I bet it was. That's how I was during COVID-19 isolation/lockdown for four months, of never leaving my bedroom let alone the house. Mentally I was in a very horrible place as well.

ABayou: I think that experience in my past prepared me for the pandemic lockdown. I didn't mind it, of course I had my partner here.

PB: I did too, but lockdown compounded our differences and our fights.

        NOTE: Looking back at that time now (that being October 2021) the majority of our fights were over stupid stuff, like a lot of couples fight about. Ours was compounded as I noticed my hubby's health even then getting slowly worse. It was very hard to watch, let alone deal with and I think that added to the stress and made things the way they were.

ABayou: Oh. Not good. Sorry.

PB: Thank you. Does your hubby know about the lace panties?

ABayou: I don't know to be honest.

PB: If he does know is he the type not to say anything?

ABayou: Right.

PB: Mine doesn't know I have lace panties, and he would probably hate it. Mine are assless though <lol>. He'd also HATE that I call my hole a pussy too, to be honest with you.

ABayou: Haha, I get it.

I want to take the time and that @ABayou for his time and for letting ME pick the photos from his feed to use for this interview. I also want to apologize to him for the delay in getting this posted, but I'm hopeful he'll understand. I hope you all gained something from this as well. 

Interview: Achilles & Patroclus/@APatroclus on Twitter

@APatroclus was a lil concerned with his grammar and spelling when I approached him, but personally that is part of his charm and wit. 

My first question is you talk about the marines in your tweets are you active duty, reserves, or is there something else I'm not aware of as I've never been in the military?

I'm active duty... 10 years in the Marine Corps...enlisted.

It seems from your tweets that being a Marine plays a big part into your sex life, or how you view your sex life. If that's correct, how does that impact it, or make it different? Will that idea still be relevant when you leave the Marines?

yeah yer def right...Marines is a brotherhood of warriors... we're body proud... proud of our cocks & how many chicks we fuck... there's a lot of homo sex kinda 'built in' to being a Marine... like we don't being naked around each other or jacking off...when we deploy we'll jack each other off sometimes or even give each other blow jobs... some of us are really into assfucking... andit's just part of the warrior brotherhood to show yet dominance over another dude by fucking yer in his ass and making him like it, like even pop a fuckin boner and cum from u fucking him... and we like being dominated like that by a bro... that's why its almost  like a joke that Marines like getting fuckd... but its gotta be by a real man not some faggoty type dude.

Based on that last part of your comment about "faggoty type dudes" do you think getting rid of the "Don't ask, Don't tell" policy changed how the Marines are? Or possibly how these type of guys, which I am the "faggoty" type are seen?

Yeah i think it changed it... was hotter when u had to sneak around... everybody knowed about it... knew who the cocksuckers were... who liked fucking dudes... all that... now its like less masculin' somehow... like they ain't even gotta pretend they in 2 chicks or nothing... was hotter when we'd fukin' go out & flirt maybe fuck sum chicks then go back 2gether & fuck each other.

Your tweets seem to reflect what you just said here. Som my question is do you see yourself as more bisexual than gay? I know it's not such an usual thing in some circles, but in others, I think there is still this attitude of pick a side? Or do you see that as a non-issue?

I don't really like them labels but yeah, def bi. U like pussy and I like cock. To me it's just bein' fuckin' Man.. usin' my cock on whoever the fuck turns me on. And with hot duded I like getting cock in my pussy too. And yea I feel like I ain't gotta 'pick a side' cuz I ain't into bein' sum fuckin' community or whatever. I like fuckin', figthing, and workin' out... and generally raisin' hell <haha>... Turns off a lot of Marines who like homofuckin' to say yet gat cuz we don't wanna be aprt of sum political shit or wtf... Just wanna fuck and have fun u know. Hope I ain't pissin' u off bro. Got sum typos in there hahaha.. u probly can figure em out tho...yer smarter than me 4 sure.

Oh, you aren't pissing me off at all. Everybody has a very unique journey that them, then you know, thank god we all aren't the same, you know. How fucking boring would that be? I asked for the interview because I love the tweets you send out, and the biggest reason being is you are among one of the most masculine guys around who call your asshole, pussy. Which brings me to my next question. How did that realization, if you will, that you have a 'pussy' come about?

Thanks man! thats awesome... about being unique and all.. and glad u like my tweets. Well for me it started cuz my daddy, I mean my my real daddy Jake.. he was fucked when he was a kid, like 11 or 12.

Your father was fucked at 11 or 12?

Anyway, he liked it... so did his 1/2 brother my uncle Randy.. he got fucked too by the same step dad but was even younger... I think thats when the started talkin' 'bout their fuck hole as their pussy.

That had to been years ago right?

So when i started gettin' horny as a young duded, like 11 or so... Jake was the 1st on to fuck me... told me he was gonna give me a man's pussy... said thats how dudes talk & i should get used to it.. just be real open 'bout wut i wanted and all that... lie dont say 'lets go to bed' or shit like that but 'i want yer cock... or i wanna get fucked in my pussy'... and since he talked that way 'bout himself me and Troy was the same way... besides i mean it feels real good getting cock in yer ass & makes u cum, so its kinda like a pussy on a man.

Well... I'm 28 and Jake was 13 when he knocked our mama up with us... so yeah, it's been a few years.

This is a great story angle here because it's the very masculine side of being pussy versus this very feminine or sissy side--- which can be just as nice, if that's your thing-- but the "butch" side is seems it is so rarely seen.

i guess... i seen it a lot in the Marine Corps... ev'ry swingin' dick around here is alpha as fuck when we're in public or whaev'r... but just 2 or 3 of us alone wantin' to fuck or get fucked, we just say it like it was normal, 'good fucking pussy bro' and shit like that.

So more of a compliment or attitude than a frame of mind right? Not necessarily, possibly, being a pussyboi. Or is that wrong?

yeah, it ain't a insult or nothin'... just like, if the dude is hot, u wanna fuck his hole... so its pusst.. means you wanna fuck him... dont mean he like a girl or nothin'... just hot to fuck.

I love this attitude, because for some being a pussyboi is that we view our pussied as our only true sex organ, & I'm sure you are aware of that too. Then there is this whole set of us that get off on chastity cages, or say wearing lingerie, or see ourselves as girlboi's and to hear you say that wanting to fuck a guys hole makes his hole pussy is something I've felt for awhile now. If you're getting fucked, admit it or not you're being HIS pussy.

fuckin' A!! Xactly... Marines is real good at syin' things like they are... i don't  get in2 chastity or like not havin' a dick, fuck no! we all love cock, 'specialy our own & wanna use it, get off & all that shit... wanna fuck a dude cuz he's a man, i want him 2 have a ock i can play with or suck but i also wanna fuck him in his pussy & get my own dick off too... i think thats why men is made they way they are, feel that pleazure in our pussy & cock both.

There's this whole denial of pussyboi's not allowed to see or use our cocks, to focus on being a true submissive and fully focus on being pussy for MEN. Dominates like you, to fuck our cunts stupid. Add to this, this idea of calling our cocks...clits. I get off on all of that, as a pussyboy. I love being railed up the pussy and just having my dick flop about. If the top/Dom?Daddy wants to touch my dick he can, as in that moment I'm his. 

What do you think about this side of the more submissive or even, some might term is. faggy side of bottom guys?

No offense, about fag and faggy... just the way we talk.

But yeah, i ain't too good not to fuck a faggy boy... done that with sum Sailors & even sum Marines... in the air wing tho not the infantry hahaha... i mean its good pussy & its fun to get rough on a dude who gets off on it... but mainly with them type of duded i just wanna get my cock off, not as in2 the bitch as i would be if he was a dude like me.

Oh no offense taken at all. Being a 'fag', or at least sexually speaking is a whole other mind set. I'm approaching 55, and in my 20's so many of us reclaimed those words, and in power; and especially with activist groups like Queer Nation and ACT UP.

You might be surprised by the things I call myself Daddy Achilles <giggle>.

hahaha maybe... i done heard a lot tho.. even tho i'm only 28.

You might even know some I don't. <lol>

What I find so encouraging is your generation doesn't seem to have as many hangups as mine did, and in many ways things are far easier; like coming out, the internet for looking up gay content, gay hook up apps and the like.

yeah... i don't know 2 many dudes with hang ups... its like if it feels good go with it... got a lot of Marines to try to getting fuck'd for the 1st time... showed em how to get ready like I was taught by Jake... took it slow made sure they cum... helps havin' a good lookin' face & jack'e body... at least i'm told i'm good lookin'.

I'm sure you're VERY good looking, besides the uniform helps too. Who in their right ever loving mind can resist a man in uniform. Lord knows I NEVER could. I was/am my own personal USO providing pussy for every damn branch including the Coast Guard <lol>.

But I'm sure guys like you like bois like me.

fuck thanks man!! fuck, i'd have u swingin' off my cock if u was here... I like doin' this intervu with u ... its fun.

Oh I'd definitely be swinging off it, for damn sure. Could we talk a lil about Twitter, the company and censorship? I saw your feed three Twitter ID's ago. As I've been suspended twice now fro tweeting about being pussy for men. Is this partially why you misspell and censor yourself?

Yeah. I've been suspended three times for using cunt in replies and shit. It's all bots doin' the censoring so I gotta be careful it don't like I'm callin' somebody a cunt or a pussy. Plus I can't spell for shit. hahha.

Maybe that's part of the appeal too, this himbo thinking you know. The only time Twitter sent an email that made ANY sense at all was that I was misgndering people. Which I took as calling bois pussy <lol>. 

Here's the funny thing though, even Adam4Adam took it on themselves to censor the word 'pussyboi' in my bio <lol>.

So fuckin' uptight about way dudes really talk! Fuck! Only thing I don't like about Twatter.

Me too, I hate it at times. And the one place we can talk the way we do was bdsmlr, but now you can't see what you're following unless you book marked the page.

So what lead you to create your "boypussy" videos?

I like to fuck with loud music blastin' and did that once when I watchin' some porn. Thought it was hot and figured out how to use movie maker and just been  having fun.

I love your videos so very much, and I think there is a real niche for them. It seems so few in gay porn will say things like , "fuck my pussy". Besides I love a GREAT top that fucks to the rhythm  of porn or music.

Fuck yeah!! Thanks bro! That makes me feel real good. Love that. Gonna keep makin' 'em. Appreciate you.

My next question is Troy-boy; is he your real brother, your marine 'brother', or is he a 'created family' type of brother that so may of us do in the gay community?

no, me and Troy is fraternal twins, same mama, same daddy. Just so u know... I'm runnin' outa time here... will. be packing in a couple of hours & then gone for a couple of three weeks.

Ok. Thank you so very much for your time. I appreciate it so much. Safe travels my friend, hopefully you get some boypussy while your gone.

I really want to take the time and deeply thank @APatroclus for his time over the course of a couple of days to do this interview. Words can not begin to express how very much it means to me. I hope all of you enjoyed this interview and if you are not following @Apatroclus, what are you waiting for?!

AGGRESSION

Today's post is all about aggression. I wanted to do this theme today because it seemed to fit the overall theme all week here. I also wanted to share some famous quotes that I personally enjoy about aggression:

Men must be aggressive for what is right... Robert M. La Follette, Sr.

I want to state categorically that force will be met with force and aggression... Lal Bahadur Shastri

You can play hard. You can play aggressive. You can give 120% but if one guy is out of position then someone is running... Bill Belichick

In the land of "I know," there is always competitiveness, jealousy, pretense, pride and arrogance. It is an aggressive realm - the realm of the ego. I say refuse citizenship. In the land of "I don't know," the inhabitants move without conflict and are naturally quiet, happy and peaceful. The wise stay here... Mooji

We are only just beginning to understand the power of love because we are just beginning to understand the weakness of force and aggression... B.F. Skinner 

Drive is considered aggression today; I knew it then as purpose... Bette Davis

In my opinion, there is a big difference between FORCE and aggression. Force is just that, and in my thinking, it is not necessarily you want to do all the way to and including rape and even beyond; and while "rape scenes" seem predominant in gay erotica from novels to gay porn films, chile, it ain't cute. Speaking as a rape victim from a Hate Crime situation now thirty-four years later, there are still, even today, moments where it floods my dreams and I wake in a cold sweat, sick to my stomach.

Aggression on the other hand, just my opinion, can be and should be consensual--- and yes up to, and once again including rape. But for the post today, I really want to focus on consensual and participatory.

Aggression can be as simple as verbal-- the something spoken, or the way someone looks at you; most of us know that look because our mothers gave it to us. To tied up, tied down, spanking, a slap, spitting--- you name it and it could more than likely fit.

The key is I feel is open, honest dialogue one what each other expects, needs and wants; as well as what they won't put up with or tolerate. We all have our limits. But we also have room to explore, fantasize and even delve into. There is always room for growth.

Lingerie: Meme's, story & thoughts

Jordan was sending his Daddy a photo, showing his Daddy that he was dressed up just the way his Daddy wanted, with bright pink fishnet stockings and matching pink panties, cut to show off the boi’s puusy while providing the minimal covering that the law required for his pussy-lips and his boy-clit.  Even though Jordan had dressed up this way a number of times before for his Daddy’s amusement, he couldn’t help blushing in embarrassment.  He’d been a super-jock in college, lettering in three different sports, and he could only imagine what his ex-teammates would think if they could see him now, see him the way he was going to be walking into The Devil’s Den in less than an hour.

Jordan had been his Daddy’s fuck-bitch for over a year and had long since become accustomed to all the ways his Daddy – and his Daddy’s friends – liked to use the boi. One thing Jordan had discovered early on was that nothing gave his Daddy more pleasure than publicly humiliating Jordan. Therein lay the rub.

While at first Jordan had been mortified and humiliated when he was ordered to strip buck naked in the backrooms of the bars Daddy frequented, and allow total strangers to ream out his pussy, while all their friends stood around and mocked Jordan as a slut, over time Jordan had not only gotten use to being publicly whored-out, he’d actually come to enjoy it. Servicing MEN was what being a bitch-boi was all about and Jordan’s Daddy had long since convinced Jordan that he was most certainly a bitch-boi.

Not surprisingly, Jordan’s Daddy soon realized this was happening and changed his tack.  One night, they entered The Devil's Den and, instead of leading Jordan to the backroom, he brought him into the bathroom, where he stripped the boi naked, positioned him on his knees between two urinals, and told Jordan this was where he’d be spending the entire night.

Jordan thought he’d die of shame that first night as dude after dude walked up to him, most of them either smirking or openly laughing at him.  

But bitch-boi's, being what they are, have an almost unlimited capacity to acclimate themselves to uses they are frequently put.  It took Jordan a long time, but eventually he reached a point where serving for total strangers seemed perfectly normal, simply a part of his life as his Daddy's boi. 

Once again, Jordan’s Daddy had to devise a new way to publicly humiliate his boi and that was when he hit upon the idea of making Jordan dress up in woman’s lingerie when he appeared in the bars. The MAN figured, correctly as it turned out, that an ex-jock like Jordan would find being dressed like that particularly mortifying. Jordan definitely did.

The hoots and guffaws that greeted him when he walked into one of the bars the first time dressed in his pink panties and stockings and stiletto heels actually made him tear up.  He could feel his skin burning as his entire body turned a brilliant scarlet.  He'd never been so humiliated, and being his Daddy's boi, that was saying a lot.  He wanted to crawl under a rock.

The thing was that, unlike his experiences in having to sexual service total strangers, the abject embarrassment Jordan felt in wearing lingerie didn’t lessen over time. Anything, Jordan felt each  appearance more mortifying than the earlier ones. The boi absolutely hated appearing in public in his lingerie so, of course, his Daddy made it the standard dress for all Jordan’s trips to the bars.

Tonight was no different. Just thinking about walking into the bar dressed the way he was had Jordan’s stomach in knots. He was afraid he wouldn’t be able to keep from crying when his entry was greeted – as it always was – by a cacophony of laughter and shouted insults by all the regulars. But what could Jordan do? He had to do whatever his Daddy wanted. He had no choice in the matter.

With a heartfelt sigh, Jordan was about to put down the phone when it zinged that a text message had just come in.  It was from Jordan’s Daddy and it read, “Bitch, there’s a package for you on the bureau.  Open it and put it on and then send me a pic.”

Jordan had seen the package before but had known better than to open it without instructions to do so.  Now he walked over to the bureau and picked it up.  His hands were literally shaking as he opened it. When he saw what was inside he couldn’t keep from moaning aloud. He was actually crying when he reached in and extracted a flimsy satin bra, its pink a perfect match for the panties and stockings he was already wearing.

Jordan’s hands were still shaking as he put the bra on, and it took him a while to work the latch in the back. Once he managed that, he turned around and looked at himself in the mirror. He couldn’t keep from sobbing aloud as he looked at himself, as he saw the way the bra just seemed to mold itself to his pecs but leave both nipples clearly on display, providing an open invitation for any MAN to squeeze and twist Jordan’s puckered tits.  Combined with the panties and stockings, the bra made Jordan look like the biggest sissy-slut imaginable, the type of boy-whore who had no self-respect, the total antithesis of the type of masculine dude Jordan had always tried to project himself as.

Just standing in his own bedroom looking at himself in the mirror, Jordan was more mortified than he had ever been in his life.  And he couldn’t even imagine the humiliation he’d feel when he walked into the Devil’s Den later tonight.

Jordan was still weeping when he picked up his phone and took a photo and then sent it to his Daddy.   And when his Daddy saw the way Jordan looked, saw the tears streaking down the boy’s cheeks, his hard cock just throbbed in his pants. Jordan’s Daddy knew he was going to have a great time at the bar tonight. A great time. It would just be the first of many, many more.  

this one was found online & fits the theme

Hoping all of you scroll this far, and hoping you enjoyed the short story and meme for today. I know there was a post about emasculation so I won't repeat that idea, even though it would be easy to do here. What I do want to talk about is lingerie and bois. Some of us within the LGBTQIA+ community who are not only submissive and passive, and all of the other traits I've spoke about here, but enjoy lingerie as a boi. I'm one of those boi's. It only happened recently for me, as believe it or not I did drag professionally for eighteen years. I can't tell you the number of times I got hit on in drag and they wanted to go to bed with "her" instead of me as a boi. I never did it as back then you wanted to have sex with me it was as a boi and not "her" or any part of her.

That was until last year the height of COVID-19 and months of isolation. A dear friend asked me to make an appearance in drag after a eighteen year hiatus. I said yes, and I also had nothing in any way to perform. Off I went shopping. Part of my big purchase was white thigh highs and a garter. I slipped them on and something clicked. I'm not sure what to call that "something" but I wore them under dress slacks to an event I went to later and I felt alive and fully me.

I've done it a few times now and I found a web site that makes "ladies lingerie" but designed for the male body: curved pouches as well as bigger fronts as well. I wear them often much like these memes. For me, lingerie, it cements who I am as well as what I am. It makes feel like a fully rounded person. Go give it a try for yourself, you may be surprised. 

Acceptance, Self love; tips, memes and my thoughts

This morning I woke up thinking about acceptance. Our acceptance or ourselves. I think that is where it all begins, and everything else follows. So, I'll admit I sleep bottomless. Just a t-shirt nothing else, my shoulders get chilly. Have slept that way since I was about fourteen, couldn't stand the confinement. Anyway, the last year since seeing the @BigCMen and @DevinFranco Pornhub vid, where Daddy Cory calls Devin pussy---which I wrote about here... I wake up every morning, first thing; I open my legs wide, reach down between them and pet, pat and lightly spank my pussy and verbally say, "I love my pussy, thank you for being my pussy."

Sometimes, dig out my dildo and poppers and start the day with some "wreckage". A friend last year, during the height of COVID-19 and my four and a half month self isolation suggested this tip too, which I did every day. Three times a day actually:

Strip naked, get on all fours in bitch pose. Pussy up, legs spread wide, back arched, head on the floor and say, "I am pussy and I LOVE myself being pussy." He recommended saying it fifty times in a row, like chanting and I have a string of Hindu prayer beads that I used to keep track of how many times I was saying it.

You can take this a step further, which is what I did and while riding your favorite dildo say "your mantra". Same amount of times or more. Riding a dildo I would say it every single thrust in and out. In my thinking this cemented my place, even though I had 98% bottomed since day one, first sexual experience right out the gate. Of course after hearing the term Daddy Cory used, I stumbled accidentally on the term pussyboy and as a writer, my research went into overkill. I HAD to understand this thinking. HAD to! Once I did, as Ms. Cracker says, "Shabbat, shablam" it all made sense. I had been that all my life and didn't fully know the term or when it become vogue. The mantra's just cleared the way for my full acceptance. Fem terms are the only ones I use now, for me it is WHO I am. It makes sense to me. It's how I view myself. I write this blog and do what I do on Twitter as I want and feel the need to help others, that's my Daddy side.

I want to celebrate, empower, rejoice in and help others like me to, "Live their best bottom life" or better yet, "Their best pussy life." There never needs to be shame, or guilt, or fear, or doubt or dread. NONE of it, do you hear me! This is my Daddy side kicking in here.

 

Desires: Memes and thoughts

I was having a conversation with one of my Twitter followers about my desires and this morning I felt I needed to share them here with you, in the hopes that by my sharing them, they will, some how, come to fruition.

If you read my blog, then you know first hand I identify as a pussyboy, I even consider my pussy to be my gender if you will: pussy/they/her a VERY non-binary approach to my gender identity. But if you understand the vernacular, and thinking of this topic, you may understand where I am coming from. I believe I mentioned here that my thinking goes beyond that of "faggot" which is a whole other mind set, and that my being pussy is more.

With all that said the real reason for this post is my desire. I want and or need a Daddy that understands me fully, accepts me fully and understands the thinking; but I think a lot of as pussyboi's want this. My desire goes beyond even this, and this is where it gets interesting.

I have this BIG really unexplored "Daddy" side when it comes to boi's/gurls like me. I find it so erotically charged when a boi/gurl spreads his legs and offers me his pussy. Now I know what your going to say, "Um, but, Charlie your pussy yourself, what the hell do you expect to do with another pussy?" Well let me tell you plenty!

I'm a huge fan of rimming, which I believe I've spoke about here. Last guy I rimmed, my face never left his pussy for over an hour,, before I came up for air! Then there is fingering, which I could do with a piggie guy for days on end. Then don't get me started on dildo play. Nothing hotter in my opinion than pegging another bottom boi, giving him.... even if it's silicone/rubber/plastic the pounding he deserves. In my thinking even in that situation I'm being of service to HIM! I'm making him happy. Then, not for the faint of heart mind you, there's fisting. 

I've had decades of experience as a fisting top, and thankfully, I have small hands, or so I'm told. If the guy gets off on it, I'll do it. And here is the odd thing, if you will, I get rock hard doing it, and in very few instances over the years I have topped. Now though, I wonder if my topping as a pussyboy, is letting "my brother" pussyboy disappointed as I'm not a TRUE top? Is my topping a disservice?

Anyway, I really believe, to the core of my being I could easily and quickly for in love with a guy/gurl like me. Have a loving, caring relationship together. In an open relationship where together and separately we serve MEN but are fully honest about those encounters with each other. Then come home to each other for our own fun.

A guy/gurl grounded in who they are, know who they are, willing to explore even deeper with me, who they are. Someone comfortable in their own skin to be a home nudist, and even public nudist, like me. Someone to hold at night, spooning each other. Someone to explore our kinks together. Someone I could even marry. Someone, like me who GETS it. I would move heaven and earth for either type of relationship.

Is it so much to ask for, and yes I'm open to inquiries! 

Properly Presented Pussy: Meme's and my thoughts

This morning I want to talk about "perfectly presented boipussy". We should know what that is, right?

For me it means preferably on all fours, legs spread which which seperates your pussy cheeks,  back arched, pussy high in the air and on full glorious, wonderful display. The kind of display that wants to make you either eat him out for hours on end, or if your a top fuck him stupid.

I first got the idea of "pussy presentation from @VikingMuscleXXX and his infamous line "Present that pussy to Daddy". I went weak in the knees hearing it the first time and in all actuality in my home I presented my pussy to him! I'm not lying. I wouldn't be lying if I said I want in all actuality desperately want to do that for him. I think he truly needs an experienced, more mature pussy that KNOWS how to be it and in ways that only I/we as older gay men can do.

I feel it is imperative as pussy for men, we PERFECT our presentation. That way they WANT to NEED to fuck us. Many years ago my first lover Michael told naive me at 19 in 1986 "that when at the baths, and in a room with the door open you, and you bottom you must show yourself off in  the perfect way to draw tops. That your pussy does the talking." Michael basically said it years earlier, and it is still a motto I go by today.

I also think that a perfectly presented pussy reiterates my/your place. That we/you/I get it who we are, why we are the way we are. That in our proper pussy presentation we FULLY embrace who and what we are....