Lesbian Pussyboi's?

@LesbianPussyBoy on my mind. I was thinking about his thinking or theory, that when a "top" is no top involved sexually; that we are basically "lesbians" when we have sex. That of course was a new discourse for me, and that of course was a new discourse and seriously got me to thinking about the idea and my sexual experiences. I've had my share of hot guys that get "us" or me.

 

But the moments that TRULY stick out in my mind are those moments serving the same together. You

get the idea here. But the biggest moments didn't even involve a true top!

From last year (2020) to now (May 30, 2021) I have had some really truly wonderful opportunities to play with my "fellow pussybois". And in those moments, I, in the last year have taken on this very "dominant" very "Daddy" vibe. Saying things inspired by @VikingMuscleXXX, who I admire as a Dom/Top who says things like: "Present your pussy Daddy", "Give Daddy that pussy". I think that when two sub bois's who identify as pussybois got together and have sex, the way we can when a "real" Dom/Top/Daddy is not available that in those moment's  with my "fellow brother pussyboi's" we're lesbians having sex. The sex was through the ceiling. Rimming, finger play, dildo play and even fisting.-

That there is this kinship, if you will, between two "fellow brothers/sister's" (depending on how you see

yourself and them) but in that kinship is an understanding of what each other want; because you are in

essence the same being, the same mindset. The needs may very but, merely equals, level with each other. 

This kinship, at least in me I've noticed draws me to the "bottom: I'm with and in those moments my

my "daddy-side" (notice here, lowercase letters as I'm not a full fledge Dom/Top/Daddy). I'm merely a

boi with a daddy side.

But even with this "daddy-side" with another boi I'm beginning to see myself as a "lesbian-boi" and I 

say this because I've noticed in the last year I'm drawn more to wanting/needing a loving relationship

with another boi. Someone I can nurture, love, support be their be the "daddy" and that as I said in my

desire post that we can serve tops together and separately and yet come home to each other--making 

us "full-fledged lesbian-boi's". My hope today, with this post is that I got you to thinking about how

you my view "your brother pussyboi" and that YES, we can serve each other and especially if you are

like I am and have a "daddy side".

AGGRESSION

Today's post is all about aggression. I wanted to do this theme today because it seemed to fit the overall theme all week here. I also wanted to share some famous quotes that I personally enjoy about aggression:

Men must be aggressive for what is right... Robert M. La Follette, Sr.

I want to state categorically that force will be met with force and aggression... Lal Bahadur Shastri

You can play hard. You can play aggressive. You can give 120% but if one guy is out of position then someone is running... Bill Belichick

In the land of "I know," there is always competitiveness, jealousy, pretense, pride and arrogance. It is an aggressive realm - the realm of the ego. I say refuse citizenship. In the land of "I don't know," the inhabitants move without conflict and are naturally quiet, happy and peaceful. The wise stay here... Mooji

We are only just beginning to understand the power of love because we are just beginning to understand the weakness of force and aggression... B.F. Skinner 

Drive is considered aggression today; I knew it then as purpose... Bette Davis

In my opinion, there is a big difference between FORCE and aggression. Force is just that, and in my thinking, it is not necessarily you want to do all the way to and including rape and even beyond; and while "rape scenes" seem predominant in gay erotica from novels to gay porn films, chile, it ain't cute. Speaking as a rape victim from a Hate Crime situation now thirty-four years later, there are still, even today, moments where it floods my dreams and I wake in a cold sweat, sick to my stomach.

Aggression on the other hand, just my opinion, can be and should be consensual--- and yes up to, and once again including rape. But for the post today, I really want to focus on consensual and participatory.

Aggression can be as simple as verbal-- the something spoken, or the way someone looks at you; most of us know that look because our mothers gave it to us. To tied up, tied down, spanking, a slap, spitting--- you name it and it could more than likely fit.

The key is I feel is open, honest dialogue one what each other expects, needs and wants; as well as what they won't put up with or tolerate. We all have our limits. But we also have room to explore, fantasize and even delve into. There is always room for growth.

INTERVIEW: J.M. Shadow's "Domingo's Putita"

 I started a private DM message on Twitter with J.M. Shadows a while back and in the course of that conversation the topic of his NEWEST book, "Domnigo's Putitia" came about and that the character was a pussyboy. I of course was ecstatic about the idea especially having not read yet anything with a character as a pussyboy, and even called it in the story. The following interview has been transcribed from that DM conversation, as it happened in real time. Also, this interview happened before reading his new book.

My first question is where did the inspiration for this story come from?

Frankly? I don't remember. I just knew that every once in awhile I'd see a picture of a cute young guy in a sub position wearing panties , and I'd wonder why it arouses me.

Did you set out to make your character a pussyboy, or did that develop as you were  writing?

In answer to your question, I did not set out to write a story about a pussyboy initially. That developed later. All I knew was that Ariel was going to end up wearing panties before getting fucked by his brother, I didn't know how it would come about, but when Domingo calls Ariel a pussyboy during an argument, a light bulb went off and the seed was planted.

Did you end up researching the term and the thinking to write this story, or did your imagination just run wild? Or was it a bit of both?

At first my imagination ran wild. I let Ariel decide what was happening. There's a scene I described where he's rubbing his hole. He spoke up immediately and corrected me: my pussy. My cunt.

After I was done with the story I wondered about that. Would a boy or a man do that? That's when I asked the question on my Twitter page. You and a couple of tother people chimed in, and I realized pussyboy was definitely a thing.

Domingo's comment to Ariel about being a pussyboy and Ariel correcting me were pivotal for me during the editing process. They cleared it.

That you let the character speak for himself. I'm also grateful I was unknowingly able to help. I started tweeting about being pussy last year March, when I stumbled on a Pornhub video of Devin Franco with the Big C men of Twitter and Only Fans fame. Daddy Cory calls Devin pussy. It was the very first time I heard anything like it in gay porn, and for me my research into the term began to understand the thinking and I've bottomed as a gay man since I was eighteen years old, I'm now fifty four.

I think that's the cool thing about writing I don't always know a character. I find out about them once I start writing. I mean, I really had to dig deep and ask myself, if I were Ariel, why would I wear panties?

I've heard of boy pussy. I know men who don't like it. But I had never heard of pussyboy before. Or that there are those that feel that way when it comes to being with another man.

But no. He likes being a boy. He just really feels like a girl when he's with a man.

That's my thinking too, and to a degree we are, as we are the submissive, the passive. We are the ones with a dick up our ass after all, hello!

I ask myself questions like that all the time, if it was a personal thing. But I'm happy to say that it isn't. I have no desire to put on panties, but if a boy I'm with wants to put them on, go right ahead. And on certain boys, especially smooth twinks, it's super hot and arousing.

Going to assume based on your last comment you're more of a top, if this is the case did your desires for a boi or fantasies of what you would like in a boi play a part in this as well. That you were Ariel's Daddy?

I'm more of a top when it comes to fucking. There's nothing like slipping into a tight boypussy. Ariel did arouse me. I found myself wanting the brother to rape the little fucker instead of resisting.

MMMMMMMM, Daddy <lol>.

Interesting enough, I realized at one point that other than the physical description, Domingo in some ways me. BUT, I did write myself into the story. You'll have to wait and see who I am. LOL!

What ways is Domingo you?

First born, he will always be the responsible one. The one who sets the example. Who. is there for his brother. As for the rest, you'll have to wait and see for yourself when you read the story.

Now that's really teasing this pussyboy Daddy <lol>! Was there a lil concern on your part that this book covers something very rarely seen in gay erotica as a whole? My current work in progress, my first erotic novel also has a main character as a pussyboy.

I thought pussyboys like to be teased.

Ooooo you wicked, wicked Daddy!

I don't know that it had concerns. After all it's a taboo story. That's a bigger concern. The things that concerned me was having spent the time to tell a story no one would enjoy. I mean let's face it. It IS erotica. It's written to titillate, but there are also people like Ariel and Domingo who maybe need a little representation?

That's very true, even if at the core of this is incest. This kind of thing happens freely from both parties involved, and why that may not be every bodies cup of tea, I'm finding it is way more than I ever thought. This is not your first erotic story, right?

No. I have tow other. "Big D's Repair Service" and "My Uncle Piri".

DO you see yourself writing about a pussyboy again?

Yes, I can see myself writing another pussyboy story. Guess it depends on how this one is received. But also, I'm curious about what happens next in this type of relationship. You know Alohs/sub.

I think this topic needs to be more prevalent across the board in gay erotica.

I think you may be right about the topic.

See a lot of Alpha and sub stuff going on, but what about the Alpha who wants his sub feminized? Or the sub who is only a sub in the bedroom? Who wants to be his man's woman, but doesn't want to actually be a woman?

There are a few in "gay porn" like Alessio Vega, Sir Jet, and Declan Blake who say pussy in their videos in regards to themselves. 

I'm going to say something VERY radial here, as a bottom myself; IF you're only sexual activity is going ass up for a guy/guys and your only pleasure is in doing that, than I'm sorry but you're pussy for men whether you want to admit it or not, acknowledge it or not, and say it or not. Just a fact. You're being a "bit girly" getting fucked.

Maybe. I think there's a subtle difference in the mindset though. I could be wrong but it might be similar to those who identify as gay versus those who identify as queer? But gender ID's confuse me.

There is a very subtle difference in the mindset, that's very true, and many are not willing to go there for what ever eeason. I guess I was thinking, when I said that, that it was more the physical aspect of gay sex between two men... you know. And there is a difference between gay, queer, faggot too especially in regards to the act of sex and mindset.

True. I think also in the Latino community there is a difference between the ultra masculine as revered and the more feminine as qualities not so revered,. And yet, without the sub or pussyboy, there is no Alpha.

Which also raises another question. Are pussyboys born or made?

I think a bit of both. Born for sure. But it also takes a top to make a pussyboy truly a pussy. It takes getting dicked, some would even say cunted to be a true pussyboy.

I think Ariel is a natural born pussyboy. Domingo is a catalyst. But I'll stop there. I don't want to give anything away. But it is similar to growing up as a boy and knowing I was different. Then I heard the word "maricon"(fag) and cringed because I didn't want to be THAT.

True, who does? But we're glad you did. One last question now that you've written Ariel would you want a pussyboy as lover/husband?

I'm already married, but if I were single it wouldn't be something out of the question. LAUGHING.

MOANERS, verbal guys and potty mouths

Some Daddies like to hear their boi's moan, the louder the better. Some like them to be verbal, have their boi tell THEM what to do. 

It is a reminder of what a boi is willing to endure to please them. to make THEM happy, for in THEIR happiness is ours.

For these Daddies hearing their boi moan is music to their ears. These Daddies love a real verbal guy, it turns them on even more. It confirms that what they are doing to THEIR pussy is the right thing. 

Other Daddy's would rather fuck a silent boi. A silent boi is easier to ignore. The Daddy is here to get off in that pussy and that's that. The boi's feeling, thoughts, emotions are irreverent. And that can be great too. It's a balancing act between the two sharing the bed and what the Dom/Daddy needs or wants, and this is especially true if the boi realizes this IS the way it is.

I'm a big time moaner in bed. I moan my fucking head off, and especially if he is really working pussy good. I'm also VERY verbal in bed. I get a filthy mouth on me, and again especially getting cored out! I find most of the guys love it when I do and am. The become better tops to a large degree.

I'm going to be brutally honest here; when I first hear the term pussyboy and researched the ter, the thinking, the understanding and then realizing I have been one my entire adult gay life it changed so much for me, and all of it was positive and for the better. BUT, I was terrified that first time having gay sex, for like the thousandth time, but saying to the top, "Fuck my pussy". I was afraid he'd HATE that I said that, referred to what I have as that and walk out leaving me gaping and lubed <lol>.

Luckily, and chile, I ain't spilling all the tea here; but he was INTO it big time. Fucked me so stupid I barely new my own name! That fuck, with that guy WAS my cunting. It cemented all my research, all my thinking, my emotions, my feeling, my person and I was CHANGED!  I'm at the point now every time I'm in bed having sex I'll say, "Fuck my pussy" and not think about what the top is feeling or anything else--- it's the reverse of how this conversation started today. 

My hope is that this blog helps you, discover the true you, encourages you, uplifts you, make you feel you ARE NOT alone in this. There are so many of us out there just like you. I hope this inspires you, gives you horny dreams, and brings light to this idea that I have that as pussyboys, we are a "brotherhood" some might even say "sisterhood"; whatever it is we need to love each other, support each other, be there for each other fo in MY OPINION we are the ones that truly understand each other.

The STRETCH!

You really wonder whether your poor, stretched out, gaping, cunted pussy will ever be tight again after HIS huge cock. Do I even want a tight pussy again? Why all the hype about tight pussy, when a gaping one is SO much better. 

Will your average-dicked boyfriend, or anonymous hookups still be able to please your hungry cunt. Will even just one cock alone fulfill your need, when it never did in the first place and now you have a gaping cunt?

Do you even want to have a pussy that properly closes any more? Or do I NEED to take bigger, fatter and more of it? isn't the old motto, "he with the biggest pussy wins?"

Or should you just lock your boyfriend's useless cock away forever? Or maybe, just maybe, you should move forward with further pussy destruction and try taking a fist? Or a couple of fists. The idea had always fascinated you and maybe now that you are so stretched out, you could. Should you try asspig.com or other fisting hook up sites? Join your local fisting club?

Your boyfriend wonders about the same questions as he kneels by the side of the bed and hears you moan your fucking head off in ways that he's never been able to get you to moan... He knows his future will be that of a cuckold --something he secretly had hoped for. He's hoped that you'd get a stretched out, gaping, cunted pussy. He's hoped you'd want a fist. He's hoped you would want a sling in the den.

Urnings, Third Gender & where we are today....

The below information I gathered from my research last year into this idea of third-gender, as well as my research into the thinking, and mentality of pussyboys. I include this here in this blog because I feel very STRONGLY that this thinking lead us to where we are today as LGBTQIA+, and the advancement of proper pronouns, fluid sexuality, gender-identity, and the very science that led to so many thinking nature versus nurture. I hope you find this as fascinating as I did. This lead to my own groundwork in my thinking of who I have been my entire gay life.

Uranian is a 19th-century term that referred to homosexual men and was first published by activist Karl Ulrich 1825-1895 in a series of twelve booklets written between 1864 and 1880, collected under the title "Research into the Riddle of Man-Man Love", which became the seminal work on the causes of homosexuality. Ulrich's monumental study deeply influenced an entire generation of sex researchers, including Richard von Kraft-Ebing, Havelock Ellis and Dr. Magnus Hirschfeld who maybe the most known today in the 21st Century.

Having accepted--- and acted on--- his attraction to other men, Ulrich's believed this attraction natural and sought justification for it. His first attempt, in 1861, was based on the popular theory of animal magnetism, but he abandoned it the following year for a more scientific theory, according to which a man such as he, although with a man's body, actually had a woman's psyche. Conversely--- and he soon became aware of their existence--- a woman loving a woman had a woman's body and a man's psyche.

Ulrich's believed that the nature of the Urning was indeed inborn, so that every individual must follow their own true nature and should be judged accordingly. "Love between men is a riddle of nature, by the insists that it be solved by science and not by striking with the so-called sword of justice, which all too often has shown itself to be a sword of injustice. You've to answer for the present social establishment and the present direction of public respect and disrespect: before us and also before women. In my opinion you have also acted irresponsibly toward women in both. The moral world order isn't identical with the world order that you/we have made. You/we must first change your/our social establishment in a thousand places, if a moral order of things is to come out of it! The heart demands to be heard; the female and the Urning heart as well!"

Having justified homosexual love Ulrich's sought the reasons for the continues attitude of the majority. He noted comments of the Apostle Paul and the catastrophes historically and incorrectly blamed on homosexuality (earthquakes, famine, and pestilence). Ulrich didn't think that the belief in any of those as the real reason why Urning-love had been prosecuted. They won't admit it, he says, but:

"It is rather to be sought in that acute and passionate repugnance of a more or less aggressive character (horror, disgust, aversion and indignation), which men born with a woman-loving nature feel toward man-love and with which a strong dose of cruelty is not seldom mingled."

Ulrich's derived Uranian or Urning  from the Greek Goddess Aphrodite Urania, who was created out of the God Uranus testicles. Therefore, in his opinion represented the homosexual gender. If you've read the previous post on third-gender, you'll know this is not the first time homosexuality was seen as a gender but in the case of Ulrich's this was the foundation to which everything after was built on. Ulrichs developed his terminology BEFORE the first use of the term homosexual, which appeared in 1869 in a pamphlet published by Karl-Maria Kertbeny.

Ulrich surveyed literary, historical, physiological, and other data in his argument that homosexuality was not a disease nor a sin, but perfectly natural, and that the strict line of differentiation between men and women had been overemphasized. Turning to the science of embryology, Ulrich contended that male , as well as female, homosexuality resulted from a crossing  of the male and female generative principles during the first crucial stages of fetal development. Thus, homosexual men are essentially "male" in body, "female" in desire. Upon further digging into this topic Ulrich felt even more strongly on this idea for the "sexually passive/receptive partner in gay sex... like himself who preferred to be the "active feminine".

Ulrich's came to understand that not all male-bodied people with attraction to me were feminine in nature. He developed a more complex threefold axis for understanding sexual and gender variance:

1. Sexual Orientation.

2. Preferred sexual behavior.

3. Gender characteristics. Such as feminine, intermediate and masculine.

Dr. Magnus Hirschfeld in his work sought, furthering what Ulrich's had said, to furnish proof that homosexuality is NEVER produced through external forces, nor training, but rather is constantly inborn. He sought to prove in the case of the Urning/"feminine type"is indeed holding to a female characteristic. that this type leans to gladly help with cooking and baking, adorn themselves in ribbons, or to prefer to occupy themselves with the playthings of their sisters. The association of homosexuality with effeminate men (I read into this being men who get fucked) was a consequence of social processes which reflected a self-fulfilling prophecy,

Hirschfeld would go on to establish the first "gay rights" organization in Berlin in 1897 (the Scientific Humanitarian Committee) and published a new, collected edition of Ulrich's writings in 1898 and stated in the forward:

        "When posterity will one day have included the persecution of Urnings in that sad chapter of other persecutions for religious belief and race-- and that this day WILL come is beyond all doubt-- then will the name of Karl Heinrich Ulrich be constantly remembered as one of the first and noblest of those who have striven with courage and strength in this field to help truth and charity gain their rightful place."

The ideas and term of Uranian was quickly adopted by English-language advocates of homosexual emancipation in the Victorian Era. People such as Edward Carpenter and John Symonds, who used it to describe a comradely love that would bring to true democracy, uniting the "estranged ranks of society" and breaking down class and gender barriers. Oscar Wilde wrote to Robert Ross in an undated letter (around February 18th, 1898): To have altered my life would have been to have admitted that Uranian love is ignoble. I hold it to be noble-- more noble than other forms."

Hirschfeld felt that in many cases that the Urning is satisfied with gazing on and kissing the object of his love. We have also seen that these persons are completely without blame for their "misfortune", since a congential constitution made the homosexual drive much stronger. It was Hirschfeld who sought to prove that this psyche that these characteristics clearly distinguished these men as a third sex.

Fem bottoms

There's just something very magical about roles in a relationship between two males. Someone fucks and someone gets fucked, no other way around it. Most importantly, however, is that each side is in sync with their place in that relationship and their role. Which is easily perceived when the boi-wife zones out completely feeling her emptiness being filled by her man, on the other hand the husband is lost in pleasure having his boy/girl's pussy sucking him dry. It starts like this, and soon both will be filled by their most primal desires, trapped in and endless rut that only ends when the man decides he's satisfied.

He got behind her right after HE got home from work. She had been teasing HIM the whole day, provoking videos of her twitching pussy, and pictures of her unholy hot body. She was expecting to be punished or maybe just get a rough breeding, it was the usual fun for every week. 

HE ordered her to undress and she did so without questioning. The next move would be to kneel and start to service HIS cock, but instead HE kept her standing in front of HIM. Her pussy was groped and squeezed harder and harder, she moaned softly feeling HIS hands asserting HIS dominance. Her young boi-clitty sprung to life like it had been touched by nature force. She knew better than to touch it, that it wasn't her main source of pleasure. That, rested behind her in herr pussy.

She felt HIS hands snaking around her hips, until they found her cute nipples "D-daddy what are you doing?" she asked surprised with the unusual play. 

"Just giving some attention to your titties, it's been a while since I toyed with them like this" HIS warm breath behind your ear made your whole body shiver. 

You let out a sweet high moan after feeling the sudden burst of pleasure in your titties "wait, Daddy..." you tried to stop his hands "so-something is not right... I-I- my nipples are so sensitive" she whined after failing to escape from HIS grasp. 

HE chuckled and kept teasing her titties, ignoring her lewd moans and squirms "there is nothing wrong with them, baby girl, that's normal for little preggy boi-wives like you. Your whole body becomes more sensitive. Wait until those swell up with your mommy milk." 

"No, no, I can't be pregnant. I don't want to get round and... I'm too young to have kids, please stop," you cried softly. 

HE pinched her nipples and she spasmed in HIS arms, like it had electrified her body. 

"You don't have much of a choice. I'm the one who decides, and I want it," HIS hands snaked from your breasts to her clitty. HE stroked softly her erection until she started to moan again. 

"But don't worry princess, I'll take care of you, I promise. Let me show you how fun your body has become now..."

She threw her head back searching for air when HIS hands increased the movement. It felt like she would melt into HIS hands. She babbled in the best way possible that she was reaching her limit, and then HE let go of your clitty and went back to your titties. 

"I want you to squirt feeling this pleasure in your titties rewiring your brain. I'll make you feel so good that you will crave to always be carrying one kid inside that pretty tummy of yours..."

Despite her futile efforts to hold back her cries of pleasure, the ever growing wave of pleasure finally hit her full force. It made her whole body tremble. If not for HIS hands holding her, she might have collapsed on the floor from the weakness. 

"I love you, my sweet daddy-momma" HE whispered in your ear.

Never before had she felt such pleasure, and beyond that, such fulfillment.

I'm going to be completely honest here, a very recent experience I had. I had an anonymous Adam4Adam hook-up. A basic pump and dump, although I went to him. Anyway, I mention this here simply because during his fucking me, he said something I have not heard anyone say in thirty-four years. "You're such a good girl." GAWD! My boipussy, tightened SO hard! It had been so long hearing that. And since my realization last year that I have been "pussy" all of my gay adult life, hearing it now set off fireworks in my head. I'mean I've written her seeing myself as 'third-gender', nonbinary even; but hearing it again it was crystal clear.

Now, I'm not by any means saying I'm trans, or wanting to be trans, or a girl trapped in a man's body or any of that by any means. That is NOT what THIS is about. This is about my role as being "HIS", and yes that even includes a one time, completely anonymous "HIS" to the kind of "HIS" that includes marriage... if I'm that lucky. This is about by my getting fucked, that my being HIS pussy, HIS cum dump, that I am in all essence HIS girl.

My submitting myself, my being passive, my taking a dick up the ass---- actually any dick, who am I kidding makes me the "girl" and that's why today's short story & memes.

Lingerie: Meme's, story & thoughts

Jordan was sending his Daddy a photo, showing his Daddy that he was dressed up just the way his Daddy wanted, with bright pink fishnet stockings and matching pink panties, cut to show off the boi’s puusy while providing the minimal covering that the law required for his pussy-lips and his boy-clit.  Even though Jordan had dressed up this way a number of times before for his Daddy’s amusement, he couldn’t help blushing in embarrassment.  He’d been a super-jock in college, lettering in three different sports, and he could only imagine what his ex-teammates would think if they could see him now, see him the way he was going to be walking into The Devil’s Den in less than an hour.

Jordan had been his Daddy’s fuck-bitch for over a year and had long since become accustomed to all the ways his Daddy – and his Daddy’s friends – liked to use the boi. One thing Jordan had discovered early on was that nothing gave his Daddy more pleasure than publicly humiliating Jordan. Therein lay the rub.

While at first Jordan had been mortified and humiliated when he was ordered to strip buck naked in the backrooms of the bars Daddy frequented, and allow total strangers to ream out his pussy, while all their friends stood around and mocked Jordan as a slut, over time Jordan had not only gotten use to being publicly whored-out, he’d actually come to enjoy it. Servicing MEN was what being a bitch-boi was all about and Jordan’s Daddy had long since convinced Jordan that he was most certainly a bitch-boi.

Not surprisingly, Jordan’s Daddy soon realized this was happening and changed his tack.  One night, they entered The Devil's Den and, instead of leading Jordan to the backroom, he brought him into the bathroom, where he stripped the boi naked, positioned him on his knees between two urinals, and told Jordan this was where he’d be spending the entire night.

Jordan thought he’d die of shame that first night as dude after dude walked up to him, most of them either smirking or openly laughing at him.  

But bitch-boi's, being what they are, have an almost unlimited capacity to acclimate themselves to uses they are frequently put.  It took Jordan a long time, but eventually he reached a point where serving for total strangers seemed perfectly normal, simply a part of his life as his Daddy's boi. 

Once again, Jordan’s Daddy had to devise a new way to publicly humiliate his boi and that was when he hit upon the idea of making Jordan dress up in woman’s lingerie when he appeared in the bars. The MAN figured, correctly as it turned out, that an ex-jock like Jordan would find being dressed like that particularly mortifying. Jordan definitely did.

The hoots and guffaws that greeted him when he walked into one of the bars the first time dressed in his pink panties and stockings and stiletto heels actually made him tear up.  He could feel his skin burning as his entire body turned a brilliant scarlet.  He'd never been so humiliated, and being his Daddy's boi, that was saying a lot.  He wanted to crawl under a rock.

The thing was that, unlike his experiences in having to sexual service total strangers, the abject embarrassment Jordan felt in wearing lingerie didn’t lessen over time. Anything, Jordan felt each  appearance more mortifying than the earlier ones. The boi absolutely hated appearing in public in his lingerie so, of course, his Daddy made it the standard dress for all Jordan’s trips to the bars.

Tonight was no different. Just thinking about walking into the bar dressed the way he was had Jordan’s stomach in knots. He was afraid he wouldn’t be able to keep from crying when his entry was greeted – as it always was – by a cacophony of laughter and shouted insults by all the regulars. But what could Jordan do? He had to do whatever his Daddy wanted. He had no choice in the matter.

With a heartfelt sigh, Jordan was about to put down the phone when it zinged that a text message had just come in.  It was from Jordan’s Daddy and it read, “Bitch, there’s a package for you on the bureau.  Open it and put it on and then send me a pic.”

Jordan had seen the package before but had known better than to open it without instructions to do so.  Now he walked over to the bureau and picked it up.  His hands were literally shaking as he opened it. When he saw what was inside he couldn’t keep from moaning aloud. He was actually crying when he reached in and extracted a flimsy satin bra, its pink a perfect match for the panties and stockings he was already wearing.

Jordan’s hands were still shaking as he put the bra on, and it took him a while to work the latch in the back. Once he managed that, he turned around and looked at himself in the mirror. He couldn’t keep from sobbing aloud as he looked at himself, as he saw the way the bra just seemed to mold itself to his pecs but leave both nipples clearly on display, providing an open invitation for any MAN to squeeze and twist Jordan’s puckered tits.  Combined with the panties and stockings, the bra made Jordan look like the biggest sissy-slut imaginable, the type of boy-whore who had no self-respect, the total antithesis of the type of masculine dude Jordan had always tried to project himself as.

Just standing in his own bedroom looking at himself in the mirror, Jordan was more mortified than he had ever been in his life.  And he couldn’t even imagine the humiliation he’d feel when he walked into the Devil’s Den later tonight.

Jordan was still weeping when he picked up his phone and took a photo and then sent it to his Daddy.   And when his Daddy saw the way Jordan looked, saw the tears streaking down the boy’s cheeks, his hard cock just throbbed in his pants. Jordan’s Daddy knew he was going to have a great time at the bar tonight. A great time. It would just be the first of many, many more.  

this one was found online & fits the theme

Hoping all of you scroll this far, and hoping you enjoyed the short story and meme for today. I know there was a post about emasculation so I won't repeat that idea, even though it would be easy to do here. What I do want to talk about is lingerie and bois. Some of us within the LGBTQIA+ community who are not only submissive and passive, and all of the other traits I've spoke about here, but enjoy lingerie as a boi. I'm one of those boi's. It only happened recently for me, as believe it or not I did drag professionally for eighteen years. I can't tell you the number of times I got hit on in drag and they wanted to go to bed with "her" instead of me as a boi. I never did it as back then you wanted to have sex with me it was as a boi and not "her" or any part of her.

That was until last year the height of COVID-19 and months of isolation. A dear friend asked me to make an appearance in drag after a eighteen year hiatus. I said yes, and I also had nothing in any way to perform. Off I went shopping. Part of my big purchase was white thigh highs and a garter. I slipped them on and something clicked. I'm not sure what to call that "something" but I wore them under dress slacks to an event I went to later and I felt alive and fully me.

I've done it a few times now and I found a web site that makes "ladies lingerie" but designed for the male body: curved pouches as well as bigger fronts as well. I wear them often much like these memes. For me, lingerie, it cements who I am as well as what I am. It makes feel like a fully rounded person. Go give it a try for yourself, you may be surprised.