Sunday, July 30, 2023

The Upper Hand

It was weird getting an internship application from someone in their late 30's, given I'd be his supervisor at more than 10 years his junior, but based on his resume he was beyond well qualified to fill the role. It didn't hurt either that he was smoking hot! From the moment he was hired, I was thinking about him every time I jacked off, dreaming of him.

We were alone in the office about two weeks later when he approached me and said, "Mr. Collins, I'd really like to do well as your intern and fulfill all duties an intern should, so you should feel perfectly welcome to 'bend me over the copier' and have your way with my pussy." For a moment I thought I was dreaming when he turned and bent over the copier machine, offering his cunt up. 

I was already hard from watching him strut around the office with his rugged good looks, his muscular build and prodigious booty. "Fuck it!" I thought. I opened my pants and let my hard dick escape. I stepped forwards and started poking him in the ass with it.

He undid his pants and lowered them, exposing his jockstrapped puss to me. I promptly slide my erection up into him and started fucking his hot, tight, wet cunt. He started moaning with pleasure saying things like, "Oh yeah, fuck me Mr. Collins. Give it to me. Fuck my pussy. It feels so good."

I was starting to get close when he stood up and pulled up his pants. "That was awesome, Mr. Collins," he said, fastening his pants closed.

"But I'm not finished," I replied back to him.

"I know, but I gotta keep you horny so you'll come back for more," he said as he walked away leaving me hard as a rock wanting to cum. And then it hit me that this was his way of equalizing power differential between us. He may be my subordinate, but he had control over the pussy I wanted to breed so hard. If anything, he had gained the upper hand, fueling my horniness and leaving me hanging with only my hand to relieve myself.

Saturday, July 29, 2023

Trauma? Pleasure?

For some baby boi's it can be traumatic the first time a MAN rams his cock into ur asshole and turns it into pussy. Beyond the physical pain (for some... relief that it's finally happening) of having your asshole opened and roughly stretched to accommodate his girth, there is for some the mental trauma (for other's the mental and even physical relief of being opened up--- ie: cunted).

The turning of your asshole into pussy signifies the end of your journey into society approved "manhood, if any of us really wanted or even needed it in the first place. Most of us KNEW we never quite fit into "the norm" anyway and this just cements that simple fact. Each dick thrust into your new pussy takes away a little more of your "society approved" potential of being a MAN. All of your hopes and dreams growing up to be a MAN are fully destroyed the more he fucks you. You will never become a man, never get married to a woman, and never have kids without you physically having them yourself if that were even possible. The possibilities for your future are fucked away until you become nothing more than a cum dump for men. A set of holes to be used by men at their whim. A thing designed to catch cum and nothing more. The hope is that you can accept your predestination as such.

But it's NOT all doom and gloom, not by far. IF, and I've said this VERY often, you accept, embrace and celebrate being pussy for men. Personally speaking it is completely freeing, and I'm not just talking of being ass up as much as you can getting cored out by everyone you want--- although that in and of itself is the most freeing of all. It's the idea that, nothing and no one will ever stand in your way of being an utter slut. That you'll not feel an ounce of shame IF your friends find out you go to baths every weekend and go cunt up for any man wanting to fuck.

It's a very bold idea to say that it's your path to freedom, selfhood and complete understanding is through your pussy but honest to god it is, and why it is beyond imperative to not just your emotional and mental health (when not getting fucked by a man) to every chance you get to train your pussy --- grab ur favorite cunt buster and stretch your way to happiness. I'm going to brutally honest & transparent as I can be here... it is AFTER a greasy, long, hard, deep dildo ride that has left me gaping and so happily sore that I am at my most content. (drop mic)! Of course completely ignoring my limp lil clitty, flopping about and dribbling are also huge for me, but as like many bottoms (or girls as I like to call us) it's about the pussy carnage. I've accepted it, embrace it and so should you.


That's it for now, hope I helped...


Thursday, July 27, 2023

But, I'm your father

I called my son into the living room and we walks in buck naked, sporting a semi-hardon. I swear I was never able to keep that boy in clothes, especially since puberty. I asked him to sit so we could have a father-son talk.

"Look son, now that you are 18, it is time for me to tell you something...something important," I began.

"You're not my father?" he asked with a worried look on his face.

"No, no, I'm your father. This is about me and your late mother. You see, son, your mother was a dominatrix, I was her submissive, so we were never actually married. She was fond of gangbangs and I was one of the boys who was regularly tasked with pleasing her. I was her favorite submissive. After she had you, she was pleased to discover through DNA testing that I was the one who got her pregnant, so when she died, her will tasked me with raising you. But now that you are 18, my legal power as your father and guardian has ceased. Because children take the status of their mother, you are a Dominant, but my status as a submissive boy remains unchanged. As her legal and rightful heir, you own me along with the house."

His reaction was not what I expected. Rather than shock, sadness or surprise, he started cracking a smile and his big long dick went from being chub to standing at full attention. "Hot damn!" he said. "No wonder I was always so defiant towards you. It was just a natural reaction. As is this," he said, sliding his hand up his thigh and tucking it under his balls, making his cock stand prouder. "I've always wanted to fuck you. Now I know why. Get on your knees, bitch," he commanded.

I hesitated and then obeyed, but tried to continued the conversation. He cut me off and ordered me to shut up. He stood up from the chair and turned sideways to me. "Look at that cock. I'm gonna fuck you good with this. Time for me to pay you back for every spanking you ever gave me, every night you made me go to bed when I wanted to stay up, every time you took away the car keys because I talked back to you. I'm going to fuck you good for all that," he announced.

"But Blake, I'm your father!" I exclaimed.

He was showing a devious grin. "Submissive's don't call their Daddy's by their first name without permission," he replied. As he waved his cock back and forth over me, he started laughing, "Now face down, cunt up. Time for me to spend some 'quality time' with you."

I gulped and turned over onto my knees and rested my chest and face on the floor. He knelt down behind me and thrust his big dick into me, popping my cherry. As he started plowing away, I realized he was right. As much as I wanted him to be my son, I had no right to the title or the authority. He is and always was my Daddy and it was time for me to accept that thinking.

Wednesday, July 26, 2023

The Boat Trip

It was finally summer vacation and I had just finished my freshman year of college. It was nice to relax after studying for finals and what not as the first real anything I had done since starting classes. My dad and grandpa thought it would be a good idea to take the boat out for a spin, and what not as a reward for the good grades since both of them were paying for my education.

The car ride was long but worth it! Grandpa had a summer house with a private deck and everything. After a few days things were fine, the summer was blistering hot so I took my shirt off but nothing else. Dad and Gramps would rock out in the nude. At first it was strange but soon I shrugged it off until the boat ride.


We got out to a good spot on the water, the ocean, the smell, everything about it was relaxing as I sunbathed. I didn't notice it at first but soon I felt hands on my chest, and another pair of hands removing my speedo. Soon I felt warm lips on my mouth and another sucking my dick. After I parted for air I realized, it was Dad kissing me and Gramps sucking me. I don't know why but it all felt so good. We kissed, and sucked each other until I felt Gramps lick my virgin hole. I shuddered as I sucked on my fathers cock, and moaned out intensely as I felt Gramps enter me with his thick length. Gramps thrust inside me, so desperate and so lost in the pleasure, he kept hitting a spot in me I didn't; even realized I had till he did it. Gramps called it my princess spot. Dad was moaning as I bobbed my head faster and faster on his length.


"Fuck...son I'm going to cum in him."


"Breed him dad..." I heard them say before finally I felt my father cum all over my face and the blooming heat shot inside my new pussy from Gramps.


Every weekend now we do this...I take them both. I love every moment of it.



Tuesday, July 25, 2023

Hole In One

When I checked in to the gay golf resort, the man at the front desk informed me the caddies are all bitches and that I was welcome to take my caddie back to my room after my daily round on the links. His advice was to schedule an early tee time to have a wider selection among the "girls". He also warned me they tend to get overly playful with each other, but would respond well and obey if treated sternly. 

The next morning when I went out to select my caddie, I saw for myself the caddies being "playful" with each other. One was leaning against the golf cart getting his pussy fucked by a handsome, athletic guy. Another more muscular one had just pulled out of the bottom and was pulling his shorts back up as a fourth jock was tugging on the bottom's jockstrap urging the top to finish so he could get his turn.

"You, in the blue shirt, you're mine today," I barked as they noticed me approaching. They all immediately started behaving, all looking nervous as they were going to get in trouble, the blue shirted one especially since he was holding an open beer can.  But he did well for me out on the fairways and was on his best behavior, worried I'd report his alcohol infraction.

After the round was complete, I ordered him back to my bedroom. He made a B-line for the bedroom, ripped his shorts off and bent over the edge of the bed expecting to take a cunting from me. I slapped his ass cheek and squeezed. "I'll stick my driver into that pussy in a bit, but based on the bulge in your shorts, your lil nine iron is still wanting some relief from me cockblocking you with your buddy this morning." I twisted his body around so he was facing me, his ass was on the edge of the bed now, I fell to my knees and pulled his jockstrap down. His little dicklette was standing straight out once freed from its restraint. "Hmm, not even a 9-iron. That's a lil putter," I said before proceeding to blow him until he blew his load down my throat. I pulled his legs up in the air causing him to fallback on the bed and pushed them forward until his hairless cunt was exposed. I plunged my 8.5 incher into his awaiting pussy and started fucking. He was moaning in pleasure in no time. As I started to get close to cumming, I looked down at him and asked if he wanted to be my caddie again tomorrow.

"Yes, please Daddy," he answered. "But we might take longer to play your round tomorrow. I'd like to show you all the best places in the rough for me to get down on my knees and have you fuck me, Sir."

"Yeah, baby girl , why didn't you show those to me today?" I asked.

Sunday, July 23, 2023

Leave It to Eddie Haskell

"Good morning, Mrs. Cleaver", Eddy Haskell smiled at June Cleaver as she opens the door.

"Are Wally and young Beaver ready for school yet?'

"Beaver left quite awhile ago with some school chums of his on their bikes, but Wally should be about ready, Eddy. Go on up to his room. HE should be about ready. Let him know I'm leaving now to go to the market and some errands and won't be back till after they're both home from school." 

"Oh, I will Mrs. Cleaver. You have a nice day, now."  Eddie runs up the stairs as he hears the Packard start in the garage, and marches into the room of his best friend Wally. He smiles an evil grin as he opens the door to find Wally plunging his ass up and down on a huge dildo and snorting poopers.

"What's up, Gertrude?" he asks. "Being a very good girl I see. Just the way I taught you to be, you lil slut, and got MY pussy all stretched out."

"Can it, Eddy, and shut the door or I won't let you fuck me again after school. My mom's still home you know, and I'm not ready to be out you know," replies Wally.

Eddy closes the door with a chuckle and sits on the bed, unzipping his pants and pulling his cock out. "No she's not. She just left and informed me she won't be back till school is out. I say let's play hooky and fuck all day."

Wally stands with his hands on the back of Wally's head, his cock sliding in and out of Wally's mouth as he continues riding the dildo.

"That's it, Wally. Slide your tongue over it just like that. Swallow my cock, you little cock crazy bitch! So glad I cunted you last month up in my tree house."

'I'm gonna cum! Remember what I told you. Don't you dare spill a drop!" Eddy's breath gets shallow, his cock pumping faster and faster into Wally's throat.

'"Unh! Swallow it Wally! Eat my cum princess!" yells Eddy as he shoots load after load of hot, teen boy juice into his friend's mouth.

Pulling his cock out of Wally's mouth, Eddy pushes him towards the bed. "Up on the bed, on all fours like Daddy like you lil slut."

"Aw, gee, I hate when you talk about yourself in the third person," complains Wally.

"I'll talk anyway I want too and you remember that or I'll show your Dad the pictures I took of Gilbert and Richard double fucking you.' Eddy replied.

Knowing he had no choice, Wally crawled up on the bed ass up as he was told.

Eddy crawled up on the bed as well, enjoying the feeling of Wally's greased up twat with his fingers. "Gawd, I love when you're already loose you fucking whore."

Pulling his fingers out of Wally, Wally whimpered feeling empty. Ever since Eddy had cunted him Wally had every spare second riding his dildo he bought at the adult bookstore the next town over, granted he had to let the owner of the store fuck him in the back of the store in the video booths so he could buy it, but so what. Wally's pussy muscles gently massaged Eddy's shaft as he slide in balls deep. Wally wouldn't admit it to Eddy, but he secretly loved the feeling of Eddy's hard dick fucking him. It was at least 8 inches hard. What a porn star he'd make with a dick like that!

He reached behind him and gently started to play with Eddy's balls as he was being cored out. Eddy started thrusting his hips in and out, forcing his cock deeper and deeper into Wally's ass.

Reaching out and grabbing Wally's head, he shoved his cock in as far as it would go. Going deep into Wally's second cunt.

"Unh! Unh! Unh!" moaned Eddy as he fed Wally's pussy his second load.

'You're becoming quite the little cock whore," he complimented Wally as he licked Eddy's cock clean.

"Hurry up were going to go get Gilbert and Richard before they leave for school,' Eddy told him. "I want us to gang bang you out in my tree house all day."

The boys ran down the stairs to the front door. As the boys ran out the door and headed to Gilbert's, Wally could only wonder what plans Eddy was really up to.

Saturday, July 22, 2023

Who Did You Send It To?

"Fuck, who did you send it to?"

"I'm sorry, sending it really was an accident. I was planning on keeping your secret to myself this weekend. Your new pussy feels so good, and having only had my dick in it so far, it's perfectly sized for my pleasure. I really wanted a couple of days to use you, before the guys start gang banging your cunt all out of shape."

"You texted the team?" 

"Yeah...my bad. Sorry about that. Like I said, it wasn't the plan. Keeping it between us would have been better for you as well. I could have taken the Saturday and Sunday to break you in slowly and get you used to your new life. Started training you up properly."

"I can't believe you got me drunk, locked me in this thing, fucked my ass and then told the guys."

"Oh well, no use regretting it now. Our teammates were bound to find out about you anyway. I mean that chastity cage was going to be really hard to hide when you got dressed for practice on Monday and totally impossible to keep concealed in the showers after. You were going to be outed no matter what. It's not like anyone is going to be overly surprised."

Ding

"Oh look, you just got your first comment:"

"Bitch, you look good locked up."

"I guess I'm not the only one who thinks your cage is hot."

Ding - "Damn girl, who took away your manhood?"

Ding - "Chasity cage? Really? Who knew you were gay?"

Ding - "Finally!"

Ding - "Whoever locked you up should have shaved your pubes off."

Ding - "I always suspected you weren't a man."

Ding - "Fuck, that's going to get frustrating...for you."

Ding - "Looks like the rumors are true."

Ding - "Nice cage, cunt boy."

Ding - "Locked up dicklet, this means your pussy is open."

Ding - "Shit, I guess you really are gay, I owe coach 20 bucks."

Ding - "On our way over."

"Looks like you are going to be real popular from now on. Flip over, I'm going to bust at least one more nut in your tight, little cunt before the guys get here."


Thursday, July 20, 2023

Tom Changed Everything

I hadn't met Carl before. The only one I had met before was my sister's fiance. As I looked at the other dudes sitting around the table in the hotel restaurant, Carl seemed like the one most likely to take my cock. Or maybe the one I most wanted to take my cock. It was a blurry line.

I waited for him to get up and go to the can, then I followed about two minutes behind. He was just finishing up at the urinal when I walked in. I have to admit, in the bright lights of the bathroom, the dude was even hotter than he looked in the bar.

"Where are you going?" I asked as he started to step past me to get to the sinks.

"Dude, I need to wash my hands,"he said, as if that was an acceptable answer.

"We're leaving in 20 minutes to go to my place. You'll be spending the night."

"But I have a room upstairs," he argued.

"Yes, right next to my future brother-in-law's room. Do you really want him hearing you when I'm fucking your pussy?" I asked.

"I'm not going with you, and you're not fucking me," he insisted. Then he continued, almost to himself. "I'm not gay." It wasn't convincing to me, and I doubt he persuaded himself.

"For what it's worth, I think you're a big ole girl." I informed him. I was guessing he was just tipsy enough to fall for it.

"Fuck me," he said, defeated. I don't think he meant it literally, though.

"Don't worry, I will," I promised him.

Twenty minutes later he was in my car headed back to my house. "I have three rules for girls in my house," I told him as I drove. "First, girls don't wear clothes. Second, girls don't touch dicks with their hands. Not their own, not anyone else's. Third, girls obey me without delay or hesitation. Violations will be dealt wit."

He took off most of his clothes before he even got out of my car, leaving only his pink bikini underwear at my door. He was visibly nervous as I pulled out my keys to unlock it and let us in. He had suppressed every thought he ever had about sucking cock and getting fucked. He was nervous, but also a bit excited.

It was clearly his first time sucking a cock, but after a while I managed to get it all the way into his throat. My prediction that he would howl when I railed him also came true. At first he was begging me to pull out, but after a few minutes he was pushing back on me as I fucked him doggy style.

We literally missed the boat the next morning, as the events the best man had planned for the day were on a boat. We had more fun ourselves. I stretched his pussy and throat with my dick, pumping loads of my cum in each. I also taught him to rim and to use his lips and tongue to worship all parts of a man's body.

We had to drive through pouring rain to get to the rehearsal dinner, only to find the other guys soaked from the boat trip.


He was right, I wasn't gay. But there was something about Tom that made me want, actually need, to do what he commanded, no matter what. At his place, he allowed me the pleasure of sucking on his dick. I understood, immediately, that my dick sucking abilities weren't up to the task at hand. I tried my best, but his cock was huge. I did have one moment of accomplishment when I actually felt his balls on my chin. I had swallowed his entire cock! It wasn't really my accomplishment as he did most of the work, forcing himself into me, but I felt proud none the less.

Then he cunted me. His thick cock turned my previously un-entered asshole into a a pussy. It felt natural, like his dick belonged in me. I felt complete for the first time in my life. I wanted more! I pushed back on it, taking more and more of it in me. He moaned in pleasure as the last couple of inches entered me. The sound of his moaning made me smile. His pleasure was giving me pleasure. I never wanted this to end, but eventually it did. The feeling of his massive dick flexing inside of me and then pulsing as he shot his obviously superior load deep into my second cunt was the best experience of my life. I suddenly felt like I was finally achieving my full potential. I laid there for a moment feeling his dick lose some of its rigidity, before it slipped out of my newly stretched out twat. I felt empty.

I sucked his cock clean, before we both fell asleep.

We woke up late, but seeing his morning wood, I knew that he needed servicing. My mouth wrapped around his engorged dick and started sucking. He allowed me to bob up and down then sucked him off, getting a nice big load of his warm, creamy cum. Unfortunately, these morning exertions made us late and we ended up missing the boat that was to take the groomsmen out for the day. So we found ourselves without scheduled tasks for the day. Deciding to make the most of it we headed back to his place where he continued to stretch out my eager holes with his dick. It was the best day of my life!

Later we met up with the other groomsmen, the best man and the groom. We spent several hours drinking, before heading back to his place, he fucked both of my holes all night long. 

Standing at the alter watching my good friend get married, I could feel Tom's spent cum running down the legs of my rented tuxedo. 

Later, as we took the wedding photos. In every shot I was grinning like the happiest "man" in the world. 

I did end up paying an additional cleaning fee for the tux rental. The kid at the rental shop grinned knowingly at me when he discovered the crunchy, stiff stain in the seat of my tuxedo pants. I tried telling him that I must of sat in something at the reception, but the boner in his shorts told me that he didn't buy my story. He flipped the sign on the door to closed, took me into the fitting room and fucked my brains out.

Tom had changed my life that weekend. I was a full fledged cum dump now. A set of holes for men to use and I couldn't be happier.

Monday, July 17, 2023

These Beers

"Damn, these's beer's are hitting me hard. I feel drunk already and this is only my third beer."

"We drug your beers"

"What do you mean the roofies seem to be working? And why am I naked?"

"Ok, guy's she's ready."

"What do you mean "she's ready now"?"

"Get off me. Why can't I move my arms?"

"Guys... were friends. Please I'm straight. I don't want to get fucked."

"Dude, you say that every week," I told Sam "It's no more true now than it was at the beginning of the semester. You're just the pussy we use. You may claim to be "straight", but you haven't had a single girl all year, and you've been taking a lot of dick up ur drunk cunt. A whole lot of dick."

"What? You've all been fucking me all year?" he asked.

"Well, when it started it was just me, but then I decided I might as well let my buddies have a turn, too," I explained. "But we go over this every week. Let's put your mouth to better use than talking."

I grabbed his head by the hair and pulled his face down so my cock could go into his throat. Then I pumped him until my cock was hard and wet while Jerry fucked him. As I moved to fuck him next, Carl stepped up to take his throat.


Saturday, July 15, 2023

Men of the House

My boyfriend Oliver had always avoided bringing up his father and brothers, from what he had said, his family seemed pretty normal and accepting of him. So when we had been dating for a year and a half, I finally asked to be introduced. Oliver looked sheepish and told me there were a lot of things I would have to agree on first, but I persisted. 


Oliver said that first off, there would be no sex under his father’s roof while we were staying with them, standard for any partner of one of Oliver’s siblings. I said ok. Next, I would be expected to help with housework and chores. I said ok. Then the demands started getting specific things like a curfew at night, and that we must wear the same underwear as every other man in the house. When I pressed Oliver he simple said that you could tell a great deal about a guy by his choice of underwear and that they were “a briefs household” Finally, we had to shave everything, our whole bodies from our eyebrows downwards. I was hoping this was some sort of prank but Oliver was completely set on it.


Then, when I thought it couldn’t get worse, Oliver opened up a package to reveal a pair of absolutely microscopic chastity devices. 


“I know, I know babe, it’s a lot, but dad was really serious about the no sex thing and he knows that guys in particular are horny all the time, so we gotta just wear them for a week and by the time we visit you won’t even be thinking about them, I promise”



I stood in with my mouth hanging open when Oliver showed me the cages, both of us were decently well endowed, both a little above average and I had been a top in ALL of my relationships, and the cages were absolutely tiny! They looked like they would pin our genitals down to our bodies rather than just stop us from getting hard. I watched in disbelief as Oliver squeezed his manhood into the tiny device as if it were the prestige of a magic trick, making his entire sizeable cock vanish into a nub. He grinned at me. “Easy. Your turn.”


I couldn’t believe we were doing this, but didn’t have an excuse now that Oliver had gone first. I went ahead and squeezed my balls through the ring and fastened the cage on, wincing and cringing as I went. It was definitely too small, but Oliver insisted that we each had a unique size, with mine being a small model and Oliver’s being an even smaller metal cage with a rounded head. Oliver pulled out a leather belt and started fastening it around his waist. Fuck! he was serious about this. He said that since he knew our cages were going to seem tight at first he got us belts that would keep the cages pulled into our bodies. How would that help? Besides making me feel like an even bigger bitch that is…


We wore the chastity belts for nearly a full week and I found it absolutely humiliating, I went to work as usual but it was like I had become a total beta, I couldn’t do anything without getting horny and when I got horny I was crippled by the emasculating cage that stored my dick away. I would enter the restroom at work with my colleagues and they quickly realised I couldn’t piss at the urinal anymore due to the round head that was part of my cage, and it was as though I could feel myself dropping like a stone down the pecking order, something about my manhood was missing and they all knew it. 


Worse was Oliver, he was insufferably chipper and playful about the whole thing any time I complained, and I could tell it was because it turned him on, he would stand and admire his cage in the mirror and rub his crotch against the sheets while he was sleeping next to me


When the time finally came to visit Oliver’s dad and brothers we both went to the bathroom together and shaved ourselves smooth as instructed, but I was ready to give them an aggressive dressing down, I had heard they were the all the stereotypical man’s man archetype but I needed to stand up for myself. 


When we arrived the garage was open and I walked straight in while intent in my stride, intent was was immediately derailed when I arrived face to face with Barrett, Oliver’s older brother, staring me down in nothing but his underwear. The thing that struck me was just how big he was, he had similarities to Oliver but his jawline was bigger, his feet were bigger, his shoulders, arms, calves, neck, and pecs were bigger. He was much hairier than Oliver. So much for having to be shaved under their roof... Ironically, the sizeable bulge in his underwear was the exact same size as Oliver’s relative to his body, as if transposed it onto a bigger man and blown up to match his bulk. At least before Oliver’s dick had been locked away…


“Hey Oliver, your girlfriend staring at me. Do something about that, would you”


Oliver moved between us and greeted Barrett warmly, almost with adoration in his tone which made me even more frustrated. And we headed inside. Next we met Oliver’s dad. He was exactly what I was afraid of, another large man, covered in hair and with an angry scowl. I reached my hand out to shake his and gave a greeting that was cut off.



“Strip. Both of you. I want to check if you’re wearing your cages.”


I bawked at him, then turned to Oliver for back. Oliver gave a cheerful “yes sir!” And began pulling off his clothes. I protested, politely at first, but then with rising desperation. 


“Listen baby girl, you are under my roof, and you’ll obey the rules I set out for you, and i will take the liberty of checking to see for myself. Drop your underwear, now.”


I stood with a pool of dread forming in my stomach and finally decided to pull down my jeans, then the new briefs I had been wearing, and expose my caged dicklet. I could hear Barrett snorting at us from the corner of the room. 


“Hmph. You’re exactly what I expected when Oliver said he had found another guy he wanted us to meet”


I wanted to respond but I was standing in just a shirt and socks, underwear around my ankles, and my face burning scarlet. It was so completely emasculating to stand in front of a straight man with our manhoods under his control, I had a lump in my throat and a knot in my stomach looking up at him. He sneered and gave us the next ultimatum:


“You are not gonna be wearing underwear while you’re here, or anything for that matter. Under my roof you’re either a man, and you get to wear briefs, or you don’t get to wear fucking anything. We have a whole pile of laundry for you to get started with. Oliver, go and fetch me a beer.”


“Yes daddy.”


“Good boy”


I walked through the house, not quite believing what had just happened and went into Oliver’s bedroom to take a much needed breather only to realise too late I had the wrong bedroom. The bedroom belonged to Axel, Oliver’s younger brother. He was stretched over the bed, again in nothing but a pair of white briefs. In Axel’s case however, he was hard as rock, the poor fabric was strained to breaking point to hold his massive erection and he had headphones in, meaning he kept rubbing away happily as I stared at his body. In comparison to the other ripped men in his family, Axel was ripped, with striated muscle bulging in his chest, arms and thighs. I was absolutely hypnotised by his crotch, he was hung as fuck with a fat dick that poked out the top of his underwear, huge balls that stuck out the bottom, and a thick bush of pubes and that stuck out, well, everywhere really. How the fuck was a guy this ripped nineteen years old? 



Eventually he noticed me and let out a roar of laughter at my predicament, watching him had make my nub twitch around and dribble a string of precum onto his floor. 


“Ahahahaha, Oliver’s picked a total sissy!”


I tried to find words to regain my dignity but all I could muster was a hello, and an earnest request for any dirty laundry that he needed washed. He got up and pulled down the briefs letting his hard member stick straight out. He walked over and handed me the briefs. When I couldn’t tear my eyes away from him he flexed his bicep in front of my face. 



“Try not to cum all over my bedroom floor little girl” I snapped out of it a left hurriedly but I couldn’t get over what had happened.


That night when me and Oliver went to bed I couldn’t stop rerunning the events of the day. Each one of the men in the house had me pegged as a total submissive bitch the second they laid eyes on me, and now I couldn’t stop thinking about them, and each of their bulges. My mind was racing and I knew that there would be consequences if I went downstairs but I couldn’t stop myself, I snuck through the house naked to the laundry room and found my prize, the pile of rank, dirty briefs that the men all wore. I was like a moth to the flame I picked up a pair. I gave them a sniff. Then a deeper sniff. Then gently pushed the fabric against my face and wrapped it around. It smelt like Oliver, the man I had been with for so long, but more… Oliver never stank of testosterone like this, he never sweated like a pig into his underwear, and he never stretched out the front so badly that the threads started coming apart. 


I was so far gone from lust I practically jumped out of my skin when I heard Oliver’s dad’s voice booming behind me.


“I should’ve fucking known. Girls like you are never satisfied being obedient servants were you belong, you just can’t help it.”


He walked up and grabbed me by the arm, dragging me up the stairs. In a few seconds, everyone was in Oliver’s bedroom. 


“Oliver, get down on all fours and start licking when you’re told.”


“Yes daddy.”


“Daddy” and Axel pulled off their underwear and walked up behind me. Barrett grabbed me roughly by the face and spoke


“We’re gonna show you want you’re good for, just a couple of holes for us to use” 


I felt myself being picked up again and set down on daddy’s lap, and a massive round head pushed against my asshole. 


“Fuck your pussy is twitching, I can’t believe you’ve fucked my son. After we’re done here you’re never gonna top again.”


He pushed inside and I yelped. My swollen blue balls hurt as they slapped against his navel. Berrett released his cock and aggressively prized my mouth open to start fucking my face. 


“Don’t look at me you fuckin’ whore, this isn’t for your enjoyment”


He slapped he hard a few times making me grunt in pain. Next I felt Axel pushing against my new pussy, my cunt that was already stretching desperately to accommodate Axel’s father… he pushed in past with the reckless horny aggression characteristic of a teenager and buried his fat cock deeper than I had ever felt before. My whining rose to a sharp soprano shriek as Axel’s fat hairy nuts slapped against my smooth taint. Fuck. He had turned me into his bitch already. So much for being a top. 


Over the next two hours they used me as a cum dump, first Barrett sprayed his load down my throat. He called me every name under the sun. Then Daddy sped up, pushing my face into the pillow and unloading inside of me. Axel effortlessly pinned my hands down and rabbit fucked me while calling me his girl. He was gaping me. I started squealing, shouting that I was pussy for the men of the house to share, and that I didn’t deserve respect or kindness or clothes. I felt him hilt his dick one last time and grunt “good girl” into my ear before he gave me my third load of the night


As I lay there completely fucked out and dripping, Oliver pushed his nose and tongue up against my pussy and started licking, I didn’t bother to fight back. Sure, he had betrayed me and let me get used, but it only seemed right to let him share me with the other men. After all, I was going to belong to all of them for as long as I was here.


Friday, July 14, 2023

You're On!

 Hey, bro... Thanks for letting me use your bitch boy. I really need this!


Heh! Heh! Heh! Didn't I tell ya? The bitch gives pretty good head!


Fuck I hope you're not in a hurry to have the bitch slobbering on your pole again, 'cause my dick ain't gonna be comin' outta her throat until I bust a nut.


Nah, it's all good, bro! Take your time. We got all night.


Good, 'cause I got at least three or four loads in my balls to work out and Stacy always gets pissed at me when I try to use her mouth even one-tenth as rough as this!


Not this bitch... if she gives you any attitude, just bang her throat harder.


UNGH! DAMN, UNGH! You sure it's ok bogarting her throat 'til I nut? UNGH! It's gonna take a while...


Well, if I get too worked up watchin' you can open her other hole instead.


Whoa! Wait! You mean you fuck him too?!


Of course, man! She's got a pretty sweet pussy. And it's nothing like fuckin' your girl, Stacy... You can pound that puss as hard as you want without the bitch complaining about it, dude.


Heh! Heh! Heh! Well, if that's the case, how 'bout I give you back her mouth and open up her cunt instead?


Go for it, man! Besides, I wanna see just what a mean fuck you are. I'll bet she can take anything you can dish out.


Heh! Heh! Heh! You're on, man! I'll bet she'll be moaning her head off as soon as I get all up in her twat.


Idonno, man... The bitch can take a pretty good pounding. She took a pretty good fuck from Davison day before yesterday.


Davison?! Pfft! I can out-fuck that boy any day of the week!


Ok, tell ya what... Loser buys a case of beer for the winner.


You're on! Ok, bitch... Turn that pussy around and lemme in that hole...



(Oh, fuck! Oh, fuck! Oh, fuck!)


Tuesday, July 11, 2023

Interview with @Bottoms and Men

I really want to take the time and thank @bottomsandmen for taking the time to do this interview. It meant so much talking to him. Hope you all gain something from this like I did....

P.B. Would you be up for an interview for the  blog, on here? at your leisure of course... as I want the conversation to grow, and my questions come from a place of what you say.

@bottomsandmen: Yes of course. Happy to follow your lead :) How many readers do you typically get?

 

P.B. before the two suspensions the most readers were the Lukas Dekan interview with about 300 reads. then the interview I did with a nullo fellow was a very close second.

 

Bottoms: Oh cool. I don’t really mind numbers. I just think it’s good to have discussions like this 

 

PB: I do too. It’s why I do what I do and write the characters I write. So much of the characters I write about in the soon to be third book is SO much me on the page.

 

Bottoms: That’s wonderful Most of this account (Twitter) here is also autobiographical for me. It’s very personal.

PB: Let’s start with why you got so interested in the topic of fembois, boi-wives and pussybois. My writing/tweeting/blogging is also very, very, personal and very close to my heart. My writing to tend lean to things I’ve done, or said, or want to have happen if I get lucky again to find a husband again.

Bottoms: You mean how I got interested in it?

PB: Yes.

Bottoms:  I suppose from personal experience. I realized since I came out that not only was I a bottom, but I was submissive as well. More recently, I've come to terms with the fact that I'm somewhat fem as well and always have been, and that this has been a source of shame to me. So, I've become interested in sexual and gendered identities for bottoms, historically, transculturally, and online, because I want to know I'm not alone. That we share similar natures and experiences and desires. 

 

PB: That is so much my story too, but you know that if you've read my blog, and from our private conversations we've had in the past. And, darling, you're not alone by far. There are so many of us. Even with all my suspensions by Twitter I know there SO many of us. I've always been very effeminate and until the last two years I made the decision to embrace it and celebrate it instead of fighting it. My interview I did Lukas Daken a year ago got me comfortable enough to come as non-binary and say my preferred pronouns are she/her. We have SO much in common and I see people like you who are really leading the way as my "sisters."

 


Bottoms:
 Aww, that's lovely


PB: We're the same. Like you I've always identified with women. My mama, my aunts and both my Gram's were very strong women and a lot of them in abusive relationship with the men they were with including my father. The women in my life have become huge role models and inspirations for me for my entire life and I remember as a kid seeing re-runs of the "Leave it to Beaver" tv show and June Cleaver was this ideal 1950's housewife in a perfect dress, every hair in place and always wearing her pearls despite everything she did; which is the kind of role a lot of us as boiwives, myself included, take on for the men we are with. Like you I think fem bottoms have always existed, and the pressures of not being effeminate and not to be a sissy boy have created more harm than good and for many of us, again myself included, it has taken years to get over that trauma. Sadly, we ourselves in the LGBTQIA+ community do it to each other is ways I find disturbing and hurtful... like the whole "no fems, no this or no that, blah, blah, blah. It wasn't until late last year I came out as non-binary based on research I've done with a huge slant to the more feminine role and I struggled with my pronouns until my interview with Lukas Daken, and like her I use she/jer as mine as well. But that simple step for me took huge courage to take on those pronouns even though I knew it was who I am. I'm not wanting to do shots, or surgeries or to change anything to change genders... as I feel I am the gender I'm supposed to be as non-binary if that makes any sense; but I also realize being non-binary I am part of the trans community according to trans activists I've spoken with about the matter and who have become incredible, supportive friends and according to them it is because I don't identify within the confines of hetero-normative gendered thinking of only two genders, end of story when in reality there is so much more. For me it manifests itself in the way I dress and my mannerisms and the way I speak as I have a high voice that many at drive throughs or on the phone call me ma'am. I wear jewelry with men's clothes, if I wasn't on my feet a full eight hours a day at work, I'd wear high heels like I do when I go out and other things that introduce themselves in how I present myself. I've finally at almost 57 embraced that lil sissy boy I've always been.

 

Bottoms: Aww that's beautifully put. I find non-binary really interesting. I think it's great that you've found a way of thinking about yourself that you feel is empowering. For me, I feel I want people to see that the male sex, and the female sex, has a range of gendered expressions. A lot are typical and identify as men and women. Although I'm a male and people see me as a man, it's hardly an appropriate description for me. Hence why twink or boiwife or whatever is better. I still use he/him in public as that's easier for everyone else but sexually I'm more she/her if that makes sense. I think having a sense of our historical and transcultural precedents can help with realizing we're not especially new or unique. Other words are used and still are, but the reality is similar.



PB:
Like you the way I'm seen by society is still as a male & a man and while they are wrong it is easier just to go along with it especially like myself with a job involving new people I met every single day. What I wonder is would it be easier to let it slide or to face the issue and correct them; hopefully helping them learn in the process. Although it could get exhausting easily. I think at least for me our "words/language" has helped so many to identify properly and that is empowering.

 

Bottoms: Yes exactly. That's really important I think :). I do think ease of understanding can be useful. But equally, what's interesting is that at least until quite recently, an effeminate gay man was instantly recognized as that, and usually assumed to be a bottom. People can instantly 'clock' people like us, I suspect, and recognize that we're not like other males.

 

PB: I think so too and especially as other gay/bi/downlow/men who have sex with men and especially those men who top. It's like tops have a built in "bottom radar" if you will. Thankfully. Do you find though that they are correct in their assumptions?

 

Bottoms: Well, they are with me! But yes, I think some men in particular can sense a special type of bottom -- one who is more submissive.

 

PB: I must agree with you on this idea of being a "special type of bottom" because thankfully we are not all the same even though some presumed, we are. As not every bottom thinks of themselves as a pussyboi. I find I relate more to those that do thankfully because there is so much shared ground. However, that said, I think there's a great deal of submissiveness and submission in being a bottom whether it is addressed or not. However, if it is recognized and embraced it a lot of times changes the dynamic of sex.

 

Bottoms: Yes, I very much agree. One of the things I've been thinking about is the differences in opinion between LGBTQ+ online media articles, often written with a political aim in mind, and what gays are saying online on places like Tumblr and Reddit, where things can be much more matter of fact. Lots of public talk about power bottoming etc., but many men still think of bottoming as inherently feminine or submissive. I think some people can be wrong in specific cases, where bottoming isn't thought of as feminine by either top or bottom. But as a general rule, I don't really have an objection to people thinking that. In terms of politics -- I just mean some people indulging in wishful thinking because it promotes an image of egalitarian relations between men or something subversive. But what I find more genuinely subversive is a male who isn't ashamed of his effeminacy and is open about what bottoming means for him.

 

PB: See that in and of itself is why I started my blog and I have these conversations because there is WAY more of us who think alike than even, I ever imagined. I also find so many of us don't really see it as bottoming because it is fully what we are meant to do, we are wired to be and think that way. It is truly the role we are to take on and especially by those of us who feel have pussies and see it that way. It's with "males" of that mindset I build my best "sisterly" relationships with. Which I thoroughly enjoy.

 

Bottoms: Yes, which is why I had that poll about bottoming and sex. For many of us I guess simply having sex = getting fucked / sucking cock / getting rimmed. So yes, but in terms of my research, I still speak of bottoming because other GBMSM are not necessarily going to see it like us.

 

PB: What does the GB portion of GBMSM stand for? I'm unfamiliar with that part of it.

 

Bottoms: Oh, sorry. it means gay, bisexual, and men who have sex with men.

 

PB: Oh, golly I should have figured that out <lol>. I feel silly. That MSM I got as not all men see sex with men as being gay even, which is beyond my thinking because for me it inherently is.

Bottoms: it's more a cultural thing

 

PB: You think so?

 

Bottoms: 'Gay' actually meant something quite different originally -- it advocated for two masculine, sexually versatile men together. in explicit distinction to effeminate males with masculine men

with fixed sex roles.

 

PB: That's what I found researching Karl Ulrichs & Dr. Magnus Hirschfeld on "Third Gender" and what they were saying.  Karl being an effeminate male. Who had a very fixed sex role. 

 

Bottoms: Yeah, reading about Latin American homosexualities has been interesting, too

where they have a culture of machismo; and males like us are called pasivos, maricas, mariquitas etc. And the penetrative male isn't really distinguished much.

 

PB: I've not read much on that at all. What do you find the most interesting about Latin American homosexualities or what didn't know? Like are those terms like ours of boiwives, pussybois?

 

Bottoms: I think that I was amazed at the similarities. I’m very interested in biological explanations for sexualities and gendered expressions, and my historical research and wider reading into different cultures seems to strongly correlate with biological-based research. That is characterised by life-long gendered nonconformity, strong preference for receptive anal sex, and desire for masculine men and generally dislike of sexual relations with other males like themselves.

 

PB: Somebody here on Twitter, don’t remember who, tweeted it was a lack of a certain chemical/or something along that line is missing during pregnancy that causes this kind of characterized life-long gender nonconformity for a very strong drive, in preference to be the receptive. It's also funny you mention a dislike of sexual relations with males like ourselves, of us in chastity cages.

 

Bottoms: Oh, that's cool! It's funny because different cultures have words for that kind of sex, but nearly always it suggests a kind of lesbianism. 

 


PB:
 I in many ways see it as that; as I think for some of us, we use the term pussygirl instead of pussyboi because we see ourselves as girls... so it could be lesbianism if you will?

 

Bottoms: Yeah, it's just a way of inferring that these two males don't have the masculine desire to penetrate. Do you think that the desire to penetrate is inherently masculine? And that you can't be properly masculine without it?

 

PB: EXACTLY... I do think the desire to penetrate, as you put, is intrinsically and only masculine and we as bottoms have absolutely no desire at all to do it. It’s also why I believe that bottoming is intrinsically feminine and such I see us as girls.  And as lesbians maybe peg each other like @cagedpussyboy does in his videos.

 

Bottoms: Well don't you think pegging is also penetrating? I personally don't have any desire to thrust into someone. I personally don’t have desire thrust into someone whether with my own penis, or a fake one, or even a sex toy.

 

PB: I do strongly feel the desire, yea the NEED to penetrate is VERY inherently masculine. It's what MEN do, thankfully. I've not been properly masculine all my life even before sex. Always labeled as the "sissy boy" as far back as I can remember. And I can count on one hand and have fingers left how many times I've topped, and I feel I'm awful penetrating anybody with what others call my "dick" but I see as my clitty/nubbin/dicklet like so many other pussygurls. Besides I don't think I could ever truly be inherently masculine and it's WAY more than my just being a bottom. Although some like me think we are more than just, if you will, your average bottom "boi". Pegging could be seen as penetrating and maybe it’s the “lesbian Daddy” in me but I love playing with other girls who get it big time. Something new I’ve discovered in the last two years having this side of me.

 

Bottoms: yeah. I mean, that's a given isn't it? a man once said I was obviously a 'bottom boi'. but others have said pussyboy etc. or 'sub'. or whatever. I've never penetrated anyone and haven't had the desire to. it's just not in me. so I feel that means I am not like other men, for sure

PB: Penetrating with pegging I think could be seen "topping" but I don't see it that way, as when we do it to ourselves we aren't topping ourselves we're either 1). filling a need, we can't get any other way for whatever reason and there are hundreds of them or 2). we're training our pussies as so many Doms/Daddies want us to do and lastly 3). it is one way to have fun with our "sisters" were we both end up happy especially if we are pegging each other. Fulfilling our own needs if you will without a true top. Maybe it’s the “lesbian Daddy” in me that enjoys the thought of it. It’s something new I’ve discovered about myself in the last two years. But isn't it wonderful you are NOT like other men?

 

Bottoms: Haha! Yes, I suppose so! What I miss is the validation from men and those like me who see me as I am, if that makes sense. 

 

PB: you only "suppose so" <lol>?

 

Bottoms: So many these days seem shy or hesitant about calling a spade a spade

I mean, someone could look at me and say, 'oh yeah, you're totally masculine etc.'

 

PB: Well, I'll validate you and think I've tried to do that since meeting you here. I just had that happen this week someone calling me totally masculine and I was like um, have you totally NOT seen all of the signs? <lol>

Bottoms: Haha, well, no, nobody has ever said that to me, but I could imagine it.

 

PB: I felt so totally unseen it hurt. Do you think chastity cages advance our thinking on submission, obedience, effeminacy or our inherent role as HIS?

 

Bottoms: Hmm, I don't really talk about that much. I've always instinctively recoiled from them as I think they're unnecessary. It's a different kink.

 

PB: I see them very similar, as for many of us it helps reinforce our roles as the sub/passive and establishes the ideal only one true dick in our relationships and it isn't ours.

 

Bottoms: That's true. but for me at least, I don't need anything to help me do that. Sometimes, I’ll wear a jockstrap. But I don’t need anything to stop me from touching myself, because I don’t do that anyway.

 

PB: That’s true too. OMG, I love jockstraps. They are a girl’s best friend! Hides your useless clitty and exposes your pussy! Do you find touching yourself during sex as disrespectful to your man?

 

Bottoms: Well, maybe. But actually, physically, I’d find it difficult! If I’m doggy then I need to support myself on the bed with both elbows, and otherwise if I’m prone then my man is on top of me so I couldn’t touch myself anyway! 

 

PB: This is why I adore you. You get it!

 

Bottoms: Also, I think it's quite nice feeling my penis shaking around when I'm in doggy

it's never hard when being fucked. Sometimes semi-hard, but not hard.

 

PB: OMG! I love flopping around. 

 

Bottoms: Yes, I also enjoy being spanked.

 

PB: I do too and if I’m brutally honest right in my pussy, playfully though. I’m not into big time pain by any means.

 

Bottoms: Aww

 

PB: Something about smacked right on it dear dawd. OMG, I loved when my Jim did that> When we legally married he’s introduce me as his wife! I’m curious is spanking done to you as a form of punishment ad well> Or what do you think about it?

 

Bottoms: no not really. just as a precursor to sex. Not as punishment

 

PB: what would you say are some of the big things you've learned beyond what we've touched base on already?

 

Bottoms: I think simply that if something matters to someone, no matter how weird or odd it might seem to someone else, then that needs to be listened to. Bottom identity and experience might sound very niche, but it's a real preoccupation and personal aspect for some. I'm glad that I can try and take their / our concerns seriously.

So I think it's a great place for fem bottoms and men to share and encounter fantasies. I think the sharing of these can be encouraging -- to know that you're not alone, and that others share the kinds of things that you like. I also think it can help consolidate identities as well. It's not just about who you are, but who you want to be as well, if that makes sense?

 

PB: It makes total sense as I've said a number of times when I started blogging and tweeting the way I do I felt so alone as this older fem bottom and certainly in my thinking and to have had so many people respond so positively over three years has meant so much.

 

Bottoms: Yes -- I also think there is this assumption that fem bottoms will all be young, or at least the fem bottoms whose voices we see on Twitter. But there are older fem bottoms too, and from a poll I did it seems that most fem bottoms don't have any intention of changing their sexual preferences as they get older. So intergenerational exchange is so important I think.

 

PB: I think it's crucial if you will. We all have so much to learn from each other if we just talk to each other, and I think these conversations are important.

 

Bottoms: Absolutely. I also feel it's probably more important for fem bottoms -- the 'men' have different stories and challenges, but they're not really ours. I.e., not conforming to male-typical sexual desires and ways of being.

 

PB: that's so true. I hate the shaming & disregard that seems so apparent in regard to fem bottoms, Without bottoms we wouldn't have tops, but without tops I don't we'd have bottoms either.

 

Bottoms: Yes exactly. For me a lot of that shaming comes from other gay men -- they can't understand someone who falls into those outdated stereotypes of being faggy and fem and a bottom it's as if we're turning back on gay liberation

 

PB: I mean, it's in my opinion very feminine in nature to get fucked, wanted to get fucked. I think it's what sets us apart and especially those of us who adopt fem terms for our sexual bits--- again something not everyone does or even wants to do. However, I tend to think that when we do it brings a deeper, more profound meaning to our sex lives.

 

Bottoms: Yes, it probably does for others, too.

 

The Pickup

I'd been in the shop a few times in the last couple of months.  Curious and shy I'd wander around as discretely as I could. The bell...